YES YES YES!!!!!!

YEAHSSSS!!!! EXAMS are Finally over!!!! I can now declare myself free TILL SCH REOPENS AGAIN!! jus pray that i wun FM!!! hahas! gonna Blog more Tmr. going to CHIONG dvds now...

ECONS IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally ECONS is OVER!!!!!!!
went to sch so earlyyyyyyyy to mug for econs. hahas! actually not very early lahs. hui wen and ada had to call b4 i finally sit up from the bed. was too lazy see. still cant get the concepts right a few hrs b4 the paper. GRRR!!! hahas! my brian nearly (lucky it didnt) went dead b4 the paper. the buying and selling of govt. securities in the open market operations and the buying and selling of S$ in the foreign exchange market AND choosing the country with the lower opportunity cost in the theory of comparative advantage in trade simply jus drive me crazy. i jus cant get it right... and UNFORTUNATELY, the exam paper had all these things stated here. WTH. so dead... BUTTTT, JUS ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!!!!!!! PACC...

been mugging these few days, headaches after headaches and getting so little slp... so gonna relag ONCE exams are over... hahas! plus, there are other thing for me to worry about other thn studies.

haiz. jus dam F***ing angry with "HIM". GRRR!! dunno wats the prob with him sia. i wasn't even able to reply thn ACCUSE AND INSULT me by saying I "having sex at bf hse". it was like WTH! do u noe wat u toking bout? immediately when i was able to even stand up from bed, i chiong to take my handphone to msg u sry? and went to take my laptop trying to go online jus to explain and say sry? in the end? kena this type of thing sia. i jus dunno why you had to make a big mess over a pea. is it my fault? i dun think so. u didnt give me a chance to explain and yet u want to accuse and insult me. never in my life had i been so badly insulted. i am a girl. how can u say that without any evidence or whatsoever? since you say u will delete my contact first, fine, i wun keep u in my contacts either. PLus, you are the one who delete me first, so dun blame me anymore. you can do it the hard way, why cant i? why must i always give in to your nosense? i had enough too. i said i would delete you too but actions speaks louder thn words. i didnt have the intention to delete you. Looks like u still haven learnt ur lesson on doing things "out of anger". Hope u will do so before anything worst happens...

So, whose at fault now? i jus hope to remain our rs at the present moment as what is. no thinking further thn tat. btw. studies first. gonna mug for pacc tmr. NLB... here i come. tmr going to be crowded with 2 kenneths, na na, hui wen, ada my beloved les partner and me! hahas!

STATISTICS...

HAHAS! Finally left with 2 more papers to go. ECONS AND PACC... Went to study with hui wen and ada ytd at NLB. I think we ate more thn we concentrate cos it was LEGAL to eat there. plus, hui wen was so pissed that the guy in army green tee kept staring at us and thn smile to himself like some pervert. hahas! had OCK followed by MAC. The funny thing was, hui wen called me and ask, "eh. i still can buy student meal meh?" hahas! hui wen suggest that we ask kenneth to join us... LOL! we tot he would rush a cab down but he rejected. hahas! he said saturday can. thn we realised we got nth to do alr. all the stats paper we alr try and no point slacking there so we went home. accompany ada to bras brasah to get her art stuffs. some transparency that turns solid when u heat it in the oven. went home and read the SPSS book and thn dreamland.
thn its the big day for stats paper. asked hui wen to wake me up at 6 but was too tired to wake up. in the end, rush and rush, nearly bout 10 thn reached school. i tot ada was with hui wen alr but saw her at the mrt station thn we were like wat are u doing here. hahas! oh, and i jus found out something... i jus kinda feel gulity but there's nth i can do. maybe jus forget it? i dunno. i tot everything would be okay once we are not friends. but somehow, there;s still a sense of awkwardness. haiz.
was so cold in the room during the exam. luckily i brought a jacket with me. and i think i am sick now, feeling a little feverish and my neck's aching throughout the whole exam. my eyes are super dry and painful whenever i blink and tears roll out. hahas! maybe i should go take a rest now. tmr going to study again. need to buck up for econs and pacc. jus hope mummy could oso understand the stress i am going thru now. jus hope i dun fall sick now. its jus not the right time to fall sick.

SCREWED...

I TOTALLY SCREWED UP MY MARKETING PAPER TODAY...
GRRR! I DID STUDIED FOR THE PAPER BUT SEEMS TO FORGET EVERYTHING ONCE I AM INSIDE THE EXAMINATION ROOM. NVM. AS WAT WILLIAM SAYS, "GIVE IT TO THEM" AND CSK, "WATS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE"... my uncle who had a degree in marketing said it wasn't an easy paper either cos of the stupid difficult case study on this Breadtalk outlet in Paragon. DAMN. jus hope i can get at least a C. grrr... but i noe i lost 6 marks on a dam easy question and 4 marks on giving the wrong positioning strategy. i wonder where was my mind during the exam. maybe asleep? if only i could be as bo chup as the guys. they could still joke bout their results happily while on the way home in the train. haiz. CHEERUP...

Haven been talking to hui zhen since 3 weeks ago till now. hahs! realised i missed out lots of things. and she is going to meet her les friend today. hahas! wish her luck.
went to school bout 11 today and started mugging with ada, hui wen and jerlyn. thn bout 1 we went for our lunch. hahas! thn pei jerlyn go smoke and it rained, and making my paper seems like it got pimples with the tiny raindrops.
but at least, finally the marketing paper is over. left with 3 more papers...
going to mug for stats now till 12 midnight thn go dreamland...zzz

TOMORROW'S EXAMS...

Woke up bout 10 today and lie in bed till it was nearly 12pm. hahas! haiz. thn studied fom at 2.30 till 4.30 thn went npt to get my cousin her bday present. i bought a mug for her. hahas! thn went to starbucks with jeffrey and claudia. had a banana muffin.
and today, zoel's crazy. showing me his freaking attitude all of a sudden and driving recklessly. of course i got angry. and he threw the bear he bought "out of anger" and thn obviously, somebody took it before he went back to pick it up. costed him $20 to learn a lesson on doing things out of anger. Thats his prob, always have this weird thinking tat everything can be solved. not everything is in your control. there are things which are beyond ur control.we have to try think of every consequence before doing something. he is forever taking everything for granted and dunno how to cherish and treasure those things around him. Aiya, heck him lahs.
Reached home bout 9 to have dinner thn online and watch tv. haiz. feel so slack. actually didnt study at all lei. this time so slack. die la die la. jus hope to pass thats all... at least tis time round, the things around me are not affecting more thn it was the previous MST.
think hui wen was still pissed at me for the incident on monday. but i tot i told her 10.30? tok to ada bout it bout she cant possibly help rite? still must depend on myself. once i msn sorry, she signed out. haiz, forget it. still my fault for being late. jus hope it wun be awkward in school tmr.
planning to go to sch early to study but i think most prob i will wake up at noon and rush to sch in time for the paper. hahas!
wish me luck.

2 More Days to Horrible Terrible exams.

Hey ppl. hahas! went to meet jolie and hui wen to study in sch today. supposed to meet jolie @ 10.30 but before we meet hui wen, she go home liao. she reached sch like at 8?!!! hahas! think she waited too long for us till she was pissed. Sorry! but the main lib was dam packed lahs. almost no space for us. we study till bout 1.30 thn went to ate Mac. thn we study till 5 thn went npt to meet ophie and victoria to pass ophie her long belated bday present. hahas! i got lots of mosquito bites today but jolie didnt even have one. Grrr! nvm. it jus shows that i got sweeter blood thn her! bleah. dam itchy.
at least i did revise stats and pacc today. hope i will do well man. haiz.
oh. went npt cs today oso. dunno when i getting my pay.
thn went sakae with ophie and her dam dao cousin and jolie. so long nv eat together already. hahas! vic had to leave her cos she ps us to have dinner with her other friends! mean.
hahas! tmr will be another day home for me and i haven got present for my cousin. haiz. got to go get one tmr. hahas!
signing off...

Countdown to HORRIBLE TERRIBLE EXAMS...

23rd jan 2008-FOM
25th jan 2008-STATS
29th jan 2008-ECONS
31th jan 2008-PACC

Haiz... countdown to exams... Grrr. headache everyday. wanted to study econs today but no mood lei. and plus headache. lol. dunno wats wrong with the stupid internet connection, jus dun allow me to connect to the server. thn when claudia ask me to go play maple, the funny thing is, lag until dam jia lat. the snail dun even move. i like killing the snail for nth cos it doesn't die. Grrr. Promised to pei gentle giant online the whole day. hahas! but i keep dc. i think he oso got irritated with me. thn went beauty world with uncle to buy new year stuffs.
On wed i went for gems exam thn went pooling with dino. learnt lots of skills from him, he pro lor. haiz. felt so inferior all of a sudden. thn went to meet mum at toa payoh thn home.
On thurs, stayed home.
On fri, went study with dino. haiz. waited half an hr for him. and he tricked me. already at the station liao pretend he haven reach thn msg me say the bus haven come. i was angry la. thn i saw him. hahas! but he treat me eat prata after that. thn met zoel and went to watch cloverfield. wat a lame show la. stupid! thn went to meet his cousin and ah kiat. went east coast for stingray and egg and sugarcane. thn reached home, got scolding from mother thn slp. hahas! wat a day!
On sat, stayed home cos must be guai wat. thn studied pacc? i think this is call study la if not i really dunno the defination of study liao. hahas! meaning, read thru the book, thn look at the examples and try to rmb the steps? should be call study lahs.

haiz... now back to today. somebody say i bluff him cos i nv pei him online the whole day. i am sry!

....<(+_Kèññ£th_+>.... says:
cause u not online whole day
....<(+_Kèññ£th_+>.... says:
to pei me
....<(+_Kèññ£th_+>.... says:
which u said just now u would
bLURTOOT ™ says:
hahas
bLURTOOT ™ says:
sry?

think i better be good and back to study my econs. for the whole day, i only read one topic of econs. which is bad. Grrr.

HEY PEOPLE!!!

I AM BACK!!

Aw man! its been so long long long that i am gone. almost 2 mths.

eh... now i am back, wondering if i should delete my previous entries or keep it as a "memory" for all the hurts he had given me. i think i am okay now. meaning i am okay and happy with my life now, even without him. 2 mths back i tot i cant survive without this special him but now, hahas! i think i did it bah eventually.

we are still on talking terms now though there are many many things that happened during this 2 mths.

nov was when we separated

dec was when i had 2 weeks break and i went back to work, thats when we started talking again? hahas, i actually promised myself not to be back there again but.. hahas. we had a firece quarrel one day morning while working and got a scolding from manager. he told me he from tat day onwards he wants "jue jiao" with me. i was shocked of course and demanded wat he really wan from me. but he jus left. in the afternoon, i saw him in the office to take his bag, he gave me a blink and purposely bumped hardly on to me! of course it was sad with someone suddenly saying i dun wan to be friends with u anymore and all. wat to do? i still have to work right? but i request to be let off earlier too cos i was no longer in the mood to work oso. went to meet hui zhen and her friends. thn went hereen to buy christmas presents. Alex drives a purple mazda!!! hahas! his driving skills dam good sia. thn when on the way back to npt, saw him and a guy turning at another junction. hahas! surprised but did bother too much since he said he wan to jue jiao. but after a few days, he apologised and now we are on talking terms again.

hahas! i am off to my gems exam now. Wee~ didnt even study! hahas! wish me luck!