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You Have Your Emotions in Check

You are an incredibly stable and happy person. Ever consider being a therapist? You have figured out how to keep a positive outlook, no matter what. You don't have an easier life than anyone else. You just have figured things out a little more.

Can You Keep Your Emotions in Check?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

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Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

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RESULTS

Hahas! Results out this morning. Nearly cant slp ytd night! Kept rolling on the bed. But i woke up at 10.30am sharp. hahas! no la, is get out of the bed 10.30am sharp cos was lazing ard. thn i chiong to grab my laptop and plug thn chiong again to the table and on the computer while nearly bumping into my mother who was watching tv in the living room. hahas! thn she screamed at me, "WORLD WAR #3 AR?!" hahas! she didnt noe that my results are out. didnt bothered to tell her though. before o could even reach the SP homepage, everyone on msn was like telling me their scores. All the pro kias got like 2._. i was like. shit la. all the pros got like tat thn me how. hahas! but turn out to be quite ok la. hahas! thn loewe was like calling me to cfm if i wan to work with him not. his results at 12 noon. he dam scared lahs. hahs! but i dun think his results will affect his working mood though. Yay! finally, results out and a burden off my shoulders at last.



Next, the outing on monday! hahas! there was only one word to describe it. FUN! with my les partner and csk gaying with the only gay in class, kenneth. of course, most of the time, yen hao is the pro photographer but i oso got take ok. my skills oso not bad one hor. thn mr tay oso and the dinner cost $144. it might appear to be ok for 7 ppl but not ok at this type of location lahs. but nvm. he paid though. Just when we were complaining to mr tay how the guys in class bully the girls when he wasn't ard, kenneth displayed his forever bullying skill in front of him. hahas! plus, this is to ada. on the way home, kenneth really kissed csk. hahas! disgusting rite? Overall, fun!

Seen anyone going ecp jus to see balls? YES! CSK lor.

seen anyone going ecp, knowing tat the activities shld be cycling or some other sports, wore formal? YES! CSK again.

Seen a gay as tall and big as a GIANT? YES! kenneth lor.

Seen anyone riding a bike and bang into the dustbin or lamppost? YES! me lor.

Seen 2 girls doing titantic? YES!

OKAY! tats all! off to work! woots!

Stupig Msn.

WAT THE HELL! MSN IS TOTALLY ANNOYING ME! I CANT SEEM TO SIGN IN AT ALL NO MATTER HOW MANY METHODS AND HOW LONG I TRY! ARGH! FORGET IT THN!

RESULTS ARE COMING OUT LIKE TMR MORNING 10.30AM. ARGH! I SERIOUSLY HOPE I CAN DO WELL MAN!

WILL WRITE MORE BOUT YTD OUTING WITH CSK, KENNETH, YEN HAO, ADA, BIANCA AND ME TMR MORNING AFTER I GET THE PICS PLUS THE TERRIFYING HORRIBLE RESULTS.

APOLOGY ACCEPTED

SOMEONE says:
haiz...
SOMEONE says:
dun piss le la
SOMEONE says:
sorry...

ACCEPTED LE LAHS! Still dun believe? hahas!

W o r k ??!!?!?!?!??!!!

Its time for me to start working again. Feeling so slack everyday.
wake up - brush teeth - on tv - look for food - watch tv - read mag - on com - bathe - brush teeth - sleep!
sian rite? i oso feel sian. hahas! tats why i decided to WORK! plus i need more $$$. hahas! $_$
so today i went out with jolie and guess wat? NO FREE ICE CREAM ALLOWED. so law by law sia. nvm. paid for the mango sorbet though. NICE. was bout to go bugis street but it rained. SAD. rushed home before 9pm to catch the last esp of the show. ending was good. dam good.

plus. i am feeling so pissed now. guys nv fail to make girls pissed. or maybe i am the one pissing myself up. i jus felt frustrated bah. i cant even settle my own feelings now. i am confused. i dunno wat i wan. plus. i really dun feel like going into another rs again. i am sry. not ready for a new one yet. time is something i desperately need. time to get over things, settle my thoughts, be the normal me again. i am trying, yes. i am trying very hard. so hard that sometimes i give up or even fell down. me too, want to get over things that happened before but can u understand jus how difficult it can pose to be? u nv noe wats going on, nor wats going thru my mind. pls, stop tat torturing.

another thing. i dunno how many times must i say to u, pls stop accusing me. i hate ppl who accuse me ok. u did it once, twice and still counting. Dude, last time i am going to say this. stop all ur effing accusations. better get the facts right before jumping to stupid conclusions. i am sure i got my msg across to u perfectly understandable. Thank you for ur cooperation.

so u see, twice in a day i got pissed today. how to slp?

A gReAt ReCiPe...

Fold two hands together,

And express a dash of sorrow.

Marinate it overnight,

And work on it tomorrow.

Chop one grudge in tiny pieces,

Add several cups of love.

Dredge with a large sized smile,

Mix with the ingredients above.

Dissolve the hate within you,

By doing a good deed.

Cut in and help your friend,

If he/she should be in need.

Stir in laughter, love and kindness,

From the heart it has to come.

Toss with genuine forgiveness,

And give your friends some.

The amount of people served,

Will depend on you.

It can serve the whole wide world.

If you really want it to!!!

-author unknown

Just a random poem each i tot was meaningful. Met up with CSK ytd night. He came dam late can. like 10.30pm thn i go meet him sia. i tot he could claim for his taxi fare that's why he can afford to meet me so late. BUT, however, i found out, he planned to stay at bedok till the first train/bus operate! And the worst part is not that. the worst part is HE WANTED ME TO STAY WITH HIM TILL MORNING!!! hahas! i lost my beautiful sleep cos of him. we left mac bout 3am, thought that we could watch man utd vs dunno who at the coffeeshop. hahas! but u noe wat?! the tv there not on. sad sia. in the end, 2 lonely souls sat at the coffeeshop and talked our hearts out. it was the first time i tok so much to csk and found out he is not such a bad guy who dumped his gf anyway. hahas! thn at 4am, the tv auto on sia but it was some stupid channel 8 old tcs serials. at least something lahs. better thn silence. and csk is such a busy man. he started to plan for his day at like 4am? he not even planning to sleep. aw man! poor boy. and there were like cats and cockraoches within us. and the atmosphere dam cold sia, even that small sized csk is cold. hahas! not only me ok. thn FINALLY! at last, its 5.15am.

girl: u noe how to walk to the interchange right?

boy: huh. i dunno

girl: u walk straight bla bla bla...

boy: huh?

girl: aiya. u jus go mac thn there is the interchange liao

boy: okok.

Poor thing sia. cos i too tired to walk him there. plus. it was really cold. sry boy!

Even Roses Have Thorns...

i jus realised, while talking to kenneth online this afternoon, working not only brings fun, experience, friendships, it also enabled me to learn things that are jus so valuable that only thru working can enlighted me. i always pondered, why do we always use no one is perfect? its the same people, even the flower that is regarded by the majority as the best, the main for valentine's day, which are roses, have thorns. they are not perfect but people just view them as perfect cos these are impressions and perceptions that the majority created on our minds. we are all different individuals with different wants and needs. why cant we jus accept others for who they are? respect their decisions, their way of doing things? i admit, i cant stand ppl who think differently from me or even have different characteristics from me. now i start thinking back, why am i like tat? who am i to judge when people can accept me? wat a joke! i must indeed change for the better. wat a failure rite? discovering this only when i am reaching 18.

one incident came as a shock rather than something to be proud of. i shall not mention name, but i think u noe who u are. i am so sorry for causing this feeling in u. i had my promise, and other things that forced the situations to become like tat. dun be so nice to me. i will be scared. i noe how u feel dear friend. i once was like you. however, you are the one who was always there, to be with me, to cheer me up, to encourage me and pick me up when i was at my lowest. i really tot no one cared when i was at that point but u shown me otherwise. i am happy and glad to have such a friend like you dude.

hahas! seriously need to do some catching up with the blurtoots. and THEY ARE GONNA SELL ICE CREAM!!! hahas! no more slots for me to join them. JOLIE LEEEEE....... i am waiting for my free ice cream!!! JK! i will pay one lahs. dun worry! i guai kia. and they are like starting work tmr! and JOLIE LEEEE didnt help me buy my grey skinnes. they said the size dam weird. hahas! nvm. she volunteered to acc there on sat. hahas! thx buddy!

gonna stick to my starhub job with tim next week. will see first. gonna ask loewe first. hahas! hope to get my pay by middle of march. i wan another num tank top. hahas!

PS: this post is supposed to be posted on the 18th feb but somehow, cant be posted until today. hahas!

post hectic life.

hahas! these few days had been hectic. dam busy. started selling flowers at cs a few days before cny. not bad. the only dam messy cum busy time is when the stocls come. its like KABOOM!!! hahas! cartons and cartons of flowers. 12 cartons ok. no kidding. hahas! than those aunties and uncles were like rushing as if its free. ARGH. hahas! thn its cny! ang baos and ang baos. house after house. one day petrol pump twice. oh. went chinatown for countdown. the fire crackers dam loud can. hahas. the funny thing is:

girl: oi, jus now u nv record ar? u hold the camera so high and so long, why now nth at all one?
boy:HUH? i tot u on to the video cam mode alr? tats why i hold high to video it wat. KNN!
hahas! laugh until stomach pain. thn it was so dam squeezy tat we barely moved in 10 mins. dam cramp and packed. thn the vendors selling the sweets were like saying 80 cents in chinese but it sound like ba mao instead. hahaha! and guess wat? someone actually drinks tiger when she is thirsty. hahas! and eat chocs when hungry. funny.

thn go auntie hse, and finally, yan huey hse. actually met khairil to go for a movie... but... hahas! sry khairil. we will meet some other day ok? plus i feel so bad cos he said he actually planned the day with me. so sry! on the journey to yan huey hse dam funny can. me and hui zhen laughed like mad. esp the part on claudia falling upside down in the cold room and jeffrey's funny bones. wahaha! aw man!

hahas! now suffering from the stupid stomach problems again. Argh. cant stand it. i tot i had it checked alr. nvm.

shall blog again.

Stupid Random Thoughts...

These few days had been a breeze. Was out with the 2 zhens ytd and realised that time flies. so fast, it had been a year since everything happened. working @ cs followed by going into year one @ sp, started changing my school life and friends. Lesser time for the blurtoots and more time with other friends instead and projects plus assignments. been through those dam sickening MST and now? the last exam for sem one is gone. jus waiting for the day to get my results. dam. hope that day will come at a slower pace thn expected. heard they will be going to Bintan near 20 plus in feb. felt so tempted to go but i am SURE my mum wun allow. haven got the courage to ask her yet. oh GOD. pls, give me the courage to open my mouth. either its good or bad news, at least i wun regret not asking her at all. pls, i need my enjoyment too. i have my life too. but i do agree, i am still "too young", well, at least to her, i am! maybe its love? but i dun think so. today is the first day we actually sit down and talk bout family problems since 16 dec 2007. and yes, i dun miss her at all. i dunno why.

many random thoughts jus went into my brian for no particular reason today. most probably cos the hp keeps ringing with the alvin and the chipmunks' "bad day" song. ok. my msg tone. i actually admire him for his ability to put down his pride now. but on the other side, not having guts is his weak point. maybe? though being tgt for so long, i realised, i didnt noe him well. niether did he knew me for who i was. we are jus having the status for fun. jus someone there for u when u needed them for watever reason. we never open up for each other. maybe thats the main reason? i dunno wat is his feelings now nor wat is he trying to do. but in my part, i noe wat i am doing.

few months back, i am not afraid to admit now that, its true, i never wan to let go. i was living with the fear of u leaving me behind. yes, i was. though my words were harsh, i didnt mean it. like wat u said, i was frustrated, was jus so confused that i jus lost my control. i was like left being dangled round your middle finger. i didnt noe wat u wanted, i didnt noe wat to do. i was furious about everything u do. nonetheless, u did nth to make things better. time and time again, i told u, i nagged u, irritated u, scolded u and even taught u to do sth, did u? the greatest hit was the one with sh? yup, i noe. things do happen to make u think bout her but i am sure, not to the extent of msging her in that bloody manner. and btw, did u rmb ur last msg to me? dun need me to say it out rite? its jus so dam difficult to let go. felt like giving up on myself for once. wat did u do? NoTHing. not even a word of concern. i worked so dam hard to get u out of my head. i did it one day. however, i cant deny i still have that slightest feeling tat whenever u are a little nicer to me, it sparks off a fire. thn? u came back into my life, causing my life to be in a huge F***ing mess now. i dun blame u. i blame myself for letting u ruin me time and time again. why shld i allow u back? the feeling jus wun go away no matter how hard. i noe time but maybe u shld leave me alone. i am tired of emotional tortures.

Why i dun reply ur msg? ask urself, are u worthy for my replies. how u happily left me, came back into my life and ruin it again? i had already did everything i can to please u always. its time u grow up boy. learn that bloody lesson once and for all. and pls, death is jus an escape. u think by dying u can solve everything? oh pls. tats why u are so childish. u are jus leaving behind all ur burdens for others while griefing like hell for u. why are u forever so freaking selfish? forever thinking for ur own. when can u start considering other's feelings? all the things that are happening now, happens because if ur actions. it jus pissed ppl off and only start regreting when everything had jus gone BUSTED. i noe u are changing, i can see the change in u. good news for u. keep it up. hope u can be a better person, more mature in ur thinking and be more successful in ur future rs.

dun blame me. u can hate me if u wan but i am jus trying to help u. i am sry if in anyway i was harsh or made u angry. i dun feel good too but i cant sit there and see u remaining forever like tat. if only time can rewind... rite?

u noe wat? going to hug donkey to slp tonight. why? cos...