deep shit.

hmm.was not supposed to be at home at this time today. hmm. cos sth cropped up and tadah. i am at home blogging now. sigh. nah, nvm. shall meet them tmr instead but they sounded angry sia.
so i went for the 1st session of tuition for my 2nd student and realised i wun be able to cope when the sch reopens. so decided to drop one. thn the person say cannot, must finish 8 sessions. means i must hang on till 2nd week of sch. plus i got camp next next week sia. i oso dunno how to request switch of day cos they speak chinese and my chinses sucks. argh. wth.
okay. so i met up with kenneth on friday. played pool(my skills got improve eh) hahas. i think he oso shocked! thn went to vivo for dinner. after tat go walk walk ard thn he bought me gummy. actually wan go watch movie de but thn dunno who say VERY RUSH cos got nightwalk recce thn i give in lor. i am so nice. LOLS! kidding.
parry nag me to go and work! argh. so must start next week le. hahas. i shall only work for 1 week for show. shhhhh. hahas.
alrights. off to fear factor blind date now.
tata.

When ur nice, u tend to be taken advantage off. serious!

so as usual, back to my blogging session again. these two days actually just slacking at home. hmm. did went to visit granny thn went paying bills with mummy thn home slack like shit. the next day, almost the same thing except i went for the first tuition session. not bad lor. is an ah ma. hahas. not easy luhs. have to translate to chinese and she keep asking how to write in chinese. i was like, i dunno, i really dunno. hahas. so i offered to get her a dictionary which she say dun need. thn she wanted me to help her do some recording so she can listen to it while practising. lol. i think its fun but so dam paiseh la. imagine someone listening to ur voice everyday. one day i can go be DJ. got potential eh. talking to the voice recorder, i like! one bad thing is the bus ride to her hse ah, walau eh. dam long. like almost 45 mins if the bus is slow. aiyoyo.
i think i need to go uncle hse soon. for tanning session with my muscle boy. haiz. if not jus tanning session at sentosa with skinny freak lor.
so i am feeling so pissed off today. with everything. Yes. the friends whom i msg today. grrr. it doesn't help being thoughtful and polite at all. maybe i shld not have been so nice today. dam angry. i thought being nice for a moment is good. instead, not only i get replies that are dam _____ or either the other party thought i actually had an ill intention.
the irony of the word friends.

Wats wrong with me?

aiyoyo. i dunno wats wrong with me. i think i put too high an expectation on myself. i am not sure why i will think this way. but i cant think of any other explanations why i actually teared when i told mummy on the phone i broke her cup. ya. i actually cried. the story starts when i went out to ta bao food and went back home thn i tot of the apples that i cut a few days ago, yellow alr so i decided to throw away and cut a pear so tmr can eat in the morning. so i got this very flexible and super thin cutting board for fruits so i used it but it somehow slide under the cup placed near the basin and i didnt noticed it until when i wanted to lift up the cutting board, the cup jus flew and landed on the floor. i panicked. i was like shocked. i dunno wat to do sia. cos i think its my mummy's fav cup. so i faster rush out to all the shops i can find selling cups to look for it. DUN HAVE! thn disappointed, i walked home thinking of how to tell my mum. so after i reached home, stressed alr. thn suddenly, the phone ring sia. its mummy calling. scared the shit out of me. so i jus ans and she asked if i ta bao alr not so i decided to tell her i broke the cup while cutting pear. halfway thru, i cant control thn suddenly burst out water sia. i was shocked. i was thinking OMG, why i will react like this. normally i jus dun care one lei. hmm. not actually dun care. at least i wun have such a feeling. so i've sort of come to a conclusion tat i stressed myself too much. so much that a mistake will make me feel so disappointed with myself, the feeling is like i cant even something properly and felt so lost after tat. scary sia. next time i will be more careful le.
ohh. and i realised dunno since when have i became a clean freak. i saw a few dirty stuffs on the floor thn i go sweep and mop the floor. lols. hmm. sort of proud of myself. haha.

look at the toot, bully/slap me. PIAK!! of course must punch back. PHOWW!!

就因为害怕失去所以不敢再拥有．

nah. this is not going to be an emo post. only the heading. i think this is most probably wats in my mind. i realised, a past does play a part in affecting me. hmm. but still, i guess, if its a chance, i should still treasure it. we'll see ba.
so sunday was supposed to be training for f1 with temjin. in the end, made me wake up so early thn we decided to backed out for the job. i am sry ada! the boss is dam cocky. sucks to the core. i've nv nv nv met a boss, or a person with a higher authority over me behaving in this manner and i was pissed off by him. and we soon analysed that we also have to reached home maybe bout 2am. tats far too late for that sort off pathetic pay. so forget it lor. so we went chit chat thn home.
thn today went to sch for bonding camp session. this time the cluster not bad. got new ppl and new grping. the enthu ones can lift up the not so enthu ones. this camp will be a success. haha! next went to queenstown to meet cheryl for pool. finally thrashed until so shuang. hahahas! thn while playing, i kena stomach pain. dam pain la. pain until cant walk alr. actually going to play tennis with cecilia and cheryl de. grrr. cancelled lor. so sry.
neither am i going for the friendly match with BE tmr. haiz.
off to rest.
look at temjin the toot, he says hi!byeeeee.

FRIDAY. =)

Cindy say use purple cant see. so i use orange should be can le hor. hahas! so today was quite a fun day.
first i woke up at 9am to wake mummy up to discharge granny from the hospital. thn went back to lie down and msg until 11.30am. actually wanted to get mac breakfast but thn lie on the bed until so shiok thn forget the time alr. hahas! was thinking of staying home until its time to meet ada and cheryl for the training. thn suddenly, daniel asked if i'm free to meet him for lunch. since no one home, so i went to meet him. thn at the same time, cheryl asked if i wanted to meet her for tennis. LOLS! decided not to go for tennis since muscles still aching like hell.
ok. so meet daniel alr thn called cheryl whether she wants to meet us. she dun wan. hahas. so we went to eat sushi! and thn went to bowl. i am so afraid he will hurt his spine sia. everytime he bowled ah, i was like, PLS DUN SCREW UP YOUR BACK! lols. but his good. got the posture and strike a few times. he oso kena logong. heeee. =) i am not the only one.
next, i met up with cheryl and thn jolie thn ada. hahas! had a hard time looking for her. playing hide-n-seek sia. so cheryl pangseh me cos have to bun hair and spray it black. she dun wan. sobs. so i work with jun heng lor. lets pray he will treat me nice. he is a bad guy. LOLS!!!
so i decided not to go for the training liao. changed it to sunday tgt with jun heng lor. thn since not going training thn we decided to go pool. there's ok us in the room. as if we booked the room. so cool! hahas! and its cheap. =X
so tats a fun friday for me.

pro no.1 pro no.2 game 1 game 2

ACHING LIKE SHIT.

my body is aching like shit man. this is so uncool. and my stomach feel so dam bloated. ARGH. wth. i hate it. i feel sick again.
many things happened the past few days.
first was grandma being admitted into the hospital cos she fell down. so i ended up in the hospital with auntie till 2am.
thn reached home oso cant slp so jus lie there till mummy came home at 7.30am. told her bout grandma's condition and off to meet jolie for training.
so upon reaching sch, half an hr late. thn only me jolie and kelvin there. in the end we went to play badminton.
next we went back to play captain's ball with sb ppl. thn back to badminton again until yu ping they all came and meet us. play somemore badminton thn table tennis. after tat back to badminton and lastly volleyball before we went to bath at moberly and off to vivocity for dinner.
so at vivo i met my customer to pass her the box thn got things cocked up again. wat a guy named raymond called her and told her not to take the box from me. i called parry, he said no such thing! if i ever know who the hell is he, i will screw u upside down for causing me so much problem. so we went to ramen ten for dinner and teacher joined us after that for a drink at toast box. hahahs. overall fun!
so today was slacking at home cos my muscles aching like hell. argh. shall go out tmr. hahas.

oh freak.

argh.
this sucks.
i am sick. i tot i recovered. now with stomach flu. wth. shrugggs. i've jus wasted 3days of my hols. and now i'm gonna miss 2 more days? GRRRR. nvm. tuesday shall be a great day. captain ball training, class badminton thn class dinner!
matas outing, planning in the progress. ask shuan for the details. he got such a lousy job for f1. LOLS! traffic dunno wat. traffic controller? hahahas. btw, i didnt make it for the f1 training on fri. was sick. see. it sucks. ada was kind enough to bring jun heng the his friends to apply. and she helped me apply lahs. owe u 1 babe.
hmmm. OHYA. suddenly in one night, i got lots of dreams. ALOT! of diff ppl, ppl whom i dun tok to anymore, things that will nv happen, hmm. i tot it was real when i wake up. hahas. hangover.
results out on wed. i got to noe this new friend called daniel. cheryl's friend at first. he's a nice chap. also in sp but year 3. areospace course. therefore, results also out on wed. he's worried for his results. so am i. so he said if we make it, we shall go for cable car. shall see thn. i hope can get good results la, of course.
and my belated bday present...
wah. got so many things to look forward to.
wahaha. ya. at the expense of others. =/

I AM HAPPY.

woohoo. so i really did scared myself. doc said it was jus hormonal changes in a young female teenager body and jus gave me some pills. hmm. and the pain was jus some rapture of the ribs muscle. lols. cos i carried sth heavy on the other day. so no gym sessions for bout a week or so. sad. =(
ok. i got a lobang from ada! to work at f1 race. wahaha. so far, shld be working tgt with her, cheryl, jun heng and jolie lee. stupid gab, such a lazy boy, dun wan work. GRRR. think i must go back to my job soon. been so slack.
hmmm. these few days had been fun for me. out almost everyday. lazy to upload photos. plus i got captain's ball training next tuesday.
off to tv now.
weeeeeeeee.

I MISS MY FRINGE! =(

Humans are forever, flickered-minded people.

First things first. I've got a customer who wanted to change their maxonline plan to maxmobile plan. next, i've got another case, number porting application not sucessful cos it was claimed that i didnt submit my number port form. oh wells. if i didnt submit, how did i actually remembered to keep a copy for myself and my copy was the photocopied one. next, i've got another case cos i didnt tick the access plan. another one, tendency agreement not faxed in. how can i force him to fax it in? i can only keep calling him, pestering him to fax it in. lastly, the ridiculous serial number cases. i am not the one issuing the equipments alr. i dun have the serial number anymore. haiz. all these cases, adds up to like alot alot. these are jus a few. everyday got new pattern one sia. wat can i say? call the customer in the end kena scolding by them. not fair. =(
but still, I LIKE MY JOB. contridicting ya.

ok. so it was 274973075023 years since i last met up with my sec sch clique and there was nv full attendance on such outings. but nonetheless, it was still fun.

so, it was a bright and sunny day when me and jolie decided to head to ecp to cycle. after cycling for an hour, it rained! oh gosh, wasted an hour. so we proceed to mac to have our sundae. yes. the lost fats are back again. thn we changed and went off to meet our clique. i am so proud of jolie lee. it was the FIRST time she was not late for our outing! why? cos i went with her ma. *wink. thn she go ard bluffing alena and rae that i lou sia until cmi so nv join them. hahahas. so first stop we went to eat at beloved KFC! thn went for WALL-E. so cute lahs. thn to kill time, we went spotlight and diaso. lucky we didnt get kicked out by the staffs inside. dam stupid things we did in there. hmm. after that, they went home and i went for wei song's bday treat. he wants a STUSSY hoodie from cheryl, cecilia and me sia. ex la! shall go shopping for it thn.

PEEK-TURESSS
at ecp look at the low lying clouds my new angmoh friend. i cant help giggling at her hair. this is singapore. dun get lost. Follow me.WALL-E shhhh. we are eating popcorn we met 2 sumo wrestlers TATA cool ba loves. haiz. off to office to settle case now. zzz.

There will be one, exclusively for me.

WooHoo! today was fun. haha. first i woke up at 11.30pm thn off to return a parcel from reader's digest. i didnt even order it thn my mum unknowingly signed for the parcel. thn a letter came collecting the money for the book. if its $9.90, i can nvm jus pay but its $99.00!! hahahas. crazy sia. so no choice lor. have to return it. not my fault thought. i wonder how did their system got so corked up.
next i thn went to office. settle 6 cases. lucky those are just minor problems.
planned to go cut hair with agnes tmr but suddenly change day cos many trainees going for roadshow tmr.
hmm. meeting with sec sch clique and going for weisong's bday dinner treat tmr.
its either gym or cycle tmr. depends on the weather thn.
will blog again!

COMEX 2008 a success. =)

hahas! as promised, i am back from comex and i am now blogging. so it started off on thursday, first day of the event. i went there like 2.30pm?! LOLS! thn parry kept calling to ask where i was. so i asked is there alot of ppl? he said yes yes, got queue alr. in the end when i reached, can still sit there and slack sia. so, meaning not alot of ppl la. but i received 5 unexpected call sia. one from agnes ting. 2nd from shu zhen. 3rd from gab. 4th from cindy (a friend's cousin) and lastly a number that my hp not saved in my phone. the weird thing bout the last call is that the person called like 12.30am?! and not only for one day but 2 days. almost the same time for both days. irritating sia.
so next came the second day. hmm. nth much oso.
thn came the 3rd day. we got a runner name raymond. knew him since a few exhibitions ago. he went ard "bullying" girls. LOLS! we wanted to use the photocopying machine thn he will ask "give me 10 reasons" hahhaahas. but in the end he said i was spared from his "give me 10 reasons" since i am his "girlfriend" hahahahahaha. yes. being his girlfriend is a torture. ohhh. thn joaquim and yu ping came and looked for me at the starhub exhibition! hahaha. so sad i got a customer and wat i could do was jus wave.
so came the 4th day. i was LATE! omg. rushed like mad lahs. everything still went well. except for some customers who made me write so much than say dun wan! GRRR. dam angry. nvm. and i broke up with raymond alr cos he is so mean lahs. WAHAHAHA! i got flu lahs thn he refused to lend me his jacket (cos mine is with cheryl. her side dam cold) and he wun even give me a sweet. hahahahas not a bf material AT ALL! (he wun see this anyway). but he's chuby afterall. talking bout chuby, i got pinched like everyday luhs.
hahaha. so this is my 4 days at COMEX! its time to catch up with old friends now. =)