MY POOR ANKLE =(

HAIZ! MY POOR ANKLE. kena double, x2 injury sia. lols. it hurts when it hurts, it doesn't hurts when it doesn't hurts. eh. wat a stupid sentence. ok. so cos of this, practically spoils my mood for the great singapore sale! lols. but soon, the bandage can be off my ankle and TA-DA. nice nice ankle again.
so here i am at home, "resting my leg" and cooking red bean soup. and i tell you, its 100% edible ok. and u must admit i am such a nice girl! lols. i am cooking the red bean soup for mummy. think she got food poisoning. and we missed our usual church session today. haiz. there are many things to do during this 3 week break! i shall make this 3 weeks fulfilling! lols. i hope it will be.
THINGS TO DO:
- plan xian feng's bday
- organise Blurtoot outing
- 3 bloody projects meetings
- plan MATAS Facs outing
- training
- exhibition
- STUDY FOR MST!
time for some random pictures

Can u spot ken kwan?
My teacher doing something errr, ahem. i dunno.
i wanna get inside there.
lastly, my ankle. sobs.
Off to watch IRONMAN!
*gone*

Where am i?

I find myself asking, am i on the right track. be it in my life, my studies, my social life, everything.
i think i kinda screwed up my rwps. no. dun comfort me. i knew something was wrong with my writing. i dunno why. my mind jus black out while concentrating so hard and focusing on wat to write. i even asked yat hong wat he wrote for his conclusion! i cant find any words in my mind. shit la. argh! heck.
In conclusion, its a MUST to study with hui wen and ada at NLB. Must do well sia. i keep having this weird feeling of not doing anything when i had alr done. GOSH! mental health having problem? NOOO.
haiz.
blaw now.

WOAH!

let's tok bout ytd. lol. was out with as usual, cheryl and taufiq. (to shermeen. if ur looking at this, dun worry lehs. its not ur that taufiq. different person.) lol. and supposedly, darren should be there but he lost his wallet and ya. gargen (which i usually call garden, a new friend) was supposed to replace him but in the end oso cant make it sia. yup. so, down to the 3 of us. but nonetheless, we got lotsa fun! lol. supposed to meet at 12pm but i knew i will be late so i msg cheryl and she replied "as usual". lol. in the end? i reach alr, one still at home, another still at holland v sia. but good la. gave me sometime to browse thru those mag at popular. so went arcade with cheryl and tot of fogetting bout ice skating cos only 3 of us plus i dunno how to ice skate sia. later fall down thn paiseh myself. HOWEVER. they insisted to skate and DRAG me along. lol. and cos taufiq has passion card so we got an extra hr! woohoo. FIRST. skating basically is grabbing to the bar session. i dun dare let go sia. half an hr seems like dam long. regretted ice skating. THAN. kinda enjoying (cos cheryl say got cute boys). LMAO. kidding. its cos kinda got the hang of it thus can let go the bar sometimes alr. LAST. able to get into the ring but cant skate as fast sia. scared fall down thn sibeh malu la. ok. so i can now announce, I CAN ICE SKATE! lols. oh. taufiq fell down while playing catching with cheryl. thn he fell. and cheryl jus laugh like hell at him sia w/o helping him up. lols. thn cheryl fell hard on her bottom. lucky i didnt really fell that much and that hard.
after that was FOOD! dam hungry alr sia. so went to eat at zingdo. walau eh. the food dam bloody not nice la. the only thing there nice was the ice cream.
after that we wanted to shop at imm but decided for a movie. so we watched wat happens in vegas. dam funny show! i noe abit lag la. screen so long alr thn watch. no time ma. so went home dead tired!

ITS A GUN!!!! SHOOT YOU AR!!! LMAO.
Back to rwps revision. its 11pm and i haven done anything! GOSH!
shall vanish now.
*gone*

What if?

What if bolton had not scored the goal against chelsea after john terry was booted out of the match after a clash with peter cech, causing an injury in the arm?
What if chelsea had won the EPL?
What if dider drogba was not given a red card after the slap?
What if john terry had not slipped while shooting that crucial penalty?
What if chelsea had won the champions league?
What if my mom had not snored so loudly that i woke up now, like 10.40am?
What if, what if and more what ifs.
What if i can turn the time back?
Everything would not have happened jus the way they were now.

EMO RIGHT?

Its ok! almighty blues! till the next match. we will win the war, definately!

DAVID COOK WON THE TITLE OF AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 7! I LOVE DAVID COOK THOUGH HE'S TOO OLD FOR ME! LMAO. i nv thought of being kinda addicted to american idol till i watched the season maranthon on sunday on star world. its from 12 down to 2. so its from bout 10am to 12am. lol. i was in front of the tv. wat a unproductive day. but still DAVID COOK WON!

oh. toking bout maranthon. i would like to join the 5km maranthon organise by punggol cc and 10km maranthon organised by the SAF. who would like to join too? pls inform me. lol. sudden urge for fitness.

okay. so i had realised i had lots of things to do and i need anger management + time management. hahas!
first thing first.

- EPI report due next friday (1500 WORDS DESCRIBING URSELF)
- PSCM PROJECT
- RWPS PROJECT + INDIVIDUAL REPORT
- HRM PROJECT (NEW ONE SIA. TMD. THE CHER DUNNO WE GOT SO MANY PROJECT ALR MEH.)
- WEEKLY TUTORIALS
- STUDY FOR MST
- TRAININGS FOR EXHIBITION
- OUTING WITH THE HUBBERS
- POOL WITH KENNETH. (SEE, I DIDNT FORGET)
Ok, i still have to apologise to kenneth. lol. sry ya. i had no time. and i noe, its like so many weeks alr. and sry i slept and didnt reply ur msg. aiyo. omg! i feel so _______. since when am i so polite? at least nv towards him. maybe guilty? LMAO.

guess i have to chiong my EPI report by today cos tmr outing, monday sch + study for rwps cos tues rwps ca! GRRR!

Some random photos.

the cat that is gone!

Our gang!LOL!

Vesak Day.

How true is this!okay! so its vesak day today! and a day with my hot bod. i am sry guys for ps-ing ur for the project cos jolie msg me like after 2am. i swore it was late cos i slept late and only received the msg when i woke up. i alr had plans plus i told u i wun be free on sun and mon rite? lol! but still, sry sia! and they commented that my background cmi. lol. ok. i admit.
ok. lets talk bout my day with my hot bod. aiya. didnt get to take his photo. cos u noe wat? he camera shy. joke sia. he jus refuses to take a decent photo so all the pics are like half of the face or some cuckoo pose. dam fugly. ok. so we were on our way to california fitness. thn after we got out of the car, someone honked us at the back. it shows he was impatient that he had to wait for us to unload. so we PURPOSELY slowly take our stuffs from the boot. and as we walked away, that dam bastard who honked us, wound down his window and started hurling vulgarities at us. we were totally shocked! but we got ABSOLUTELY no time to react so we BOTH of us gave that middle finger AT THE SAME TIME! LMAO! i swear we didnt gang up nor did we said anything u noe. jus immediate reaction. lol! hot bod said he saw her at the gym several times and gave her a nick called "ccb".
was supposed to have an outing with the gang on sun but sry guys! i had family stuffs. and they canceled it. cheryl thn asked me for bowling but still cant la. lol.
ohya! GOOD NEWS! exhibition is cfm to be on! yup. so it leads me me and cheryl going for beanie and handcuffs. and taufiq suggested bandana. yay! thats the sd 2 spirit man. its finally here. ok. so its to ubin next week if there's no pasar malam! woo hoo!
enough for today! i had been so inefficient these days! ARGH.
my current addiction: (i ate it in the car all the way till its dinner time)

I AM SO BORED.

OKAY.IAMSOBORED.
WHYDOYOUTAKESOLONGTOBATHE?
THISSHOWDAMFANNYLARS.
LETMEINTRODUCEMYSELF.
IAMJUSTIN.SINGLEBUTNOTAVAILABLE.
ISHALLSTOPHERE.
SHEWILLKILLMEIFSHESEESTHIS.
AND.
FORONCEIAMTYPINGINPERFECTENGLISHWORDS.
OKAY.
=)LURVES.

MANY MANY RANDOM THOUGHTS.

okay! so. i am back. went church with mummy. mummy told me she thought of moving house. so the question now lies in what would happen if i were to stay in yishun, amk or punggol. BUT i will nv agree to live in punggol so its out! lol. so either yishun or amk. eh. if i were to stay in yishun, it will be easy meeting up with gym partners, (AND ADA STAYS THERE!) and almost as easily meeting up with ppl i dun wish to ever bump into. so kinda out? next is amk. hmm. high possibility of meeting gary there since he stays there and ALWAYS hanging ard amk hub. lol. ok. and darren stays there. oh. and it oso will be easy meeting eh, ppl i dun wish to bump into again. lol. plus. i cant meet buddy to go sch tgt. the journey to sch will be longer too though its nearer to town. lol. but, the final decision not up to me rite?
its the first time i had such an entertaining sat night. hahas! so justin came over like for fun?! yup. and he almost got the kitchen on fire. in the end? i had to clear up the mess and there is he, LAUGHING! wtf? i had nice shows on teevee from 7pm till 12am when he insisted for a movie? crazy. ok. thn after that we tried sunny side up but was a darn disaster lahs. its his turn to clean up. so i am here, happily typing! he suggested night running. like after 12am?! hmm. actually i might consider.
i shall end here! blog tmr.

Ffffffffffffffff.

OH GOD, PLS LET US WIN THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE NEXT WED @ MOSCOW. IT SHOULD BE A WIN-WIN SITUATION. SINCE MAN UTD WON EPL, LET WIN THAT PLS...
IF ONLY JOHN TERRY HAD NOT THE CLASH WITH PETER CECH LESS THAN 10 MINS AFTER THE MATCH STARTED, BOLTON WILL NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO SCORE THAT LOUSY GOAL. OR PERPHAPS, THE LOUSIEST GOAL IN THE HISTORY OF EPL. WTF!
ARGH! AND MY DAY? IT STARTED OUT WITH ME SKIPPING B LAW LECTURE, SAW KAMING IN HIS MAN UTD JERSEY, JIN WEI SAYING CONGRATS TO ME.(LIKE WTH. LOL.)VIEWING CHELSEA OFFICIAL WEBSITE DURING THE WHOLE OF HR TUTORIAL. AND NOW, BLOGGING DURING HER LESSON. I DUNNO WHAT GONNA HAPPEN LATER. NEED TO GO OFFICE LATER. AND CHERYL HAD SAID SHE WILL SUAN ME. FOR SURE. SIGH. PUFF.
=(

F-A-T

okay. maybe i am growing horizontally rather thn vertically. its like 1.10am now and i found food in the fridge. my mother is always tempting me with food. i spent 10 mins gathering all my food for tonight before blogging. LOL. maybe i should ask my mother to buy lesser food! and cheryl jus called me while i was jus bout to shut down my com. she asked me how to see if a racket is for tennis or squash. LMAO. so, i continued eating while waited for her to come online. GRRR! cure my stupid eating habit pls, anyone?

Which is for tennis? which is for squash?

SCARY ENCOUNTER.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO MUMMY!
I noe u wun read this lahs but still, happy mother's day to you. LOL. so i celebrated with mummy today instead of tmr cos wun be free tmr. wanted to get something for her. but, sold out lahs. too bad. thn the thing that she really likes cost $69. wanted to get for her too but kena scolded cos she wants to BUY IT HERSELF! so ok lor. thn she started nagging. save ur own money her urself, bla bla bla. irritating lahs but it shows that she cares! =) so of course i wun let her mothers' day go without anything. i treated her to billy bombers! she likes the ribs there. and the huge burger! and i let her choose ok. carls junior, kenny rogers and billy's. she got a great taste, choose the, errr, nicest one (in terms of price). cousin suggested i bring her to crystal jade? OMG! sure pack one sia.

today went church with mummy too. actually thats the only time we can spend tgt in a week so i will try not to miss it. church always have limited parking lots and we woke up early so she decided to take the mrt. AND AND AND, so qiao, i saw xiao pang and was kinda trying to avoid eye contact BUT his bro saw me and mummy. so he told xiao pang. and so qiao they going TTS. same station sia. In the end? we took the train tgt, from bedok to city hall. and his bro was like standing at the door while me and him was like standing in the middle of the cabin. AND U NOE WAT? his bro was like laughing and smiling to himself. like wth! i think he's laughing cos we were like wearing couple colour. BLUE! LMAO. the scary thing is he keeps STARING at me when he was just BESIDE me. and the train was dam crowded so we are like only 5 cm apart? SCARY SIA! so when we reached city hall, i pulled mummy to 3 cabins away from them! LOL. PHEW!

Tmr's gonna be a "losing fats day" Hope its gonna be effective. =0

Caught In The Middle.

hmm. At time when i thought thru wat had happened to me for the past few months, or maybe, since march till now? my life, was like "WOW", i had done lots of things. From hols, which were dam bloody enjoyable to sch, which was dull during the first 2 weeks but not now, since the class has already become so so so so bonded! Other thn physical stuffs like these, emotionally too, i had grown. i dunno why. i jus felt more mature towards my thinking in being in an r/s. hmm. wun say much today since i am so tired to think alr. maybe tmr, when i am more awake to write down my actual thoughts? LOL.

okay. so these few days was sch sch sch, pro pro pro. finally got time to watch teevee! darren was asking to go rush but i cant resist the temptation of being so comfortable at home, slacking and relaxing rather thn staying out late into the night. its the only day i think i could relag like today. one of the rare days! LOL. therefore, sry! plus, it was so last minute lahs. meet at 10pm, 7pm thn tell me. i need 1 hr to prepare (fastest) and 1 hr to travel. and i was at my auntie's so ya. i had explained.

B law tutorial starts at 8am today but i effing forgotten bout it and end up waking up at 7am when i am supposed to meet buddy. her phone call woke me up. LOL! i tot the teacher so gonna screw me BUT, to my surprise, he told me, "better late thn nv" and when i said that my reason for being late was waking up late, he laughed, eh, sort of laugh lahs. and it was the first time i paid full attention in B law tutorial. and kinda starting to like it.

ok. and now, i am chatting with some random ppl online. LMAO. making fun of them is seriously, very fun!

aw man, pls tell me wat to do, make the right choice. =(

SERIOUSLY, WTF!

WTF! I DIDNT NOE HOW DID I END UP WITH THIS DEEP PIECE OF SHIT! WTH! I WASN'T WILLING TO GO FOR THE OVERSEAS TRIP. IT WAS U WHO SAID U SUBMITTED MY NAME TO NYC OR WATEVER SHIT, AND I GAVE U AN EXCUSE OF SAYING MY MUM WUN ALLOW. WAT DID U SAY? MAYBE U CAN TRY, BLA BLA BLA, ALL BULLSHIT AND NOW, WHEN I REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE GOING AND REALLY CANT GO, YOU TELL ME, "IF U HAD INSISTED U CANT GO, U WUN HAVE TO PAY FOR THE COMPENSATION". SERIOUSLY, I WAS UNABLE TO EVEN INSIST I CANT GO. NOT EVEN WHEN THE EXCUSE OF MY MUM NOT ALLOWING ME TO GO. AND WORRYING BOUT MY SAFETY, A WHOLE LOT OF CRAP AND YET, U INSISTED TOO, THAT I CANT BACK OUT. NOW U TELLING ME THIS SHIT SAYING IF I HAD BACKED OUT EARLIER?! WAT A BLOODY, I DUNNO WAT U CALL THAT. DISORGANISED PLANNING! RUSHING INTO DECISION AND AGREEMENT AND ALL WHEN I NV SAID YES, I WAN TO GO IN ANY OF MY CONVERSATIONS. U JUS POPPED OUT THE MSG SAYING IF THERE IS SUCH PROGRAMME, WHETHER I AM INTERESTED NOT. BUT U DIDNT SAY I NEED TO DECIDE I HAVE TO GO NOW! ARGH! DAM THE SCH!

ROCK CLIMBING TODAY WAS NOT AS FUN AND I DID MANAGED TO CLIMB TO THE TOP OF THE FIRST WALL. AND 3/4 OF THE MIDDLE ONE AND ADA ALMOST REACHED TO THE TOP. HMM. CORRECTION, SHE REACHED THE TOP. LOL. ARM MUSCLES NOT AS STRAINED AS LAST WEEK. KINDA EASIER THIS TIME ROUND. WHILE CLIMBING, HEARD GWENDA AND PEI WEN VOICE, "IS THAT TIFFANY?", "YAAAAA, ITS TIFFANY, OMG", THN WHEN I REALLY COULDN'T CONTINUE ANYMORE AND LET GO, THEY SAID "NOOOOOOOOO." AND EVERYONE STARED AT THEM! LOL. AND THEY SAID KIMBERLY SIM GROWN TALLER. AT LEAST, TALLER THN PEI WEN. HAHAS! THN AFTER I HAD BURNT JUS A TEENY WEENY BIT OF FATS, SHAUN SUGGESTED I EAT KFC WITH HIM. OMG! FATS. HE VOLUNTEERED TO EAT THE SKIN THOUGH. YA. AND THN SAW CLINTON (WHO SHOUTED BLURTOOT), CARRIE (WHO WAS SAID THAT THE BAG IS BIGGER THN THE PERSON), VIVIAN (WHO LIKES ORANGE, WHY NOT PUT 2 ORANGES ON UR HEAD, "JOKE" BY CLINTON) AND LISHI (ONE WHO WAS CAUGHT EATING NON-STOP). WANTED TO GO HOME TGT BUT THEY HAD TO GO T11 FIRST. SO WENT OFF OURSELVES.

STILL DAM ANGRY! WTF! =(

I LOVE MY YR ONE CLASS!

ok, lets start with sunday.
was supposed to work with cheryl, taufiq and prada on sunday BUT in the end? hahas! we ended up at PLAZA SING. =.=
hahas! okay, actually, wanted to take the extra board from darren cos it was at his hse. and its like at AMK? so when cheryl said she had $2 worth of arcade coins in her wallet, i suggested that we head to play. AND, they agreed! yup. and so we headed down to national musuem of singapore first before playing. why? cos prada needs to collect info for his GIRL! hahas! so me and cheryl went toking bout guys and yalor, after playing, prada went off to meet his GIRL and we went to eat? yup. and we planned an outing for sun! OMG! united liao. =)
okays! thn its today! went mob to k with hui wen, bianca, keat yee, ayisah and jo-chu. and keat yee fell cos of me! OOPS! SRY! guess you were too excited to see me. but still, sry ya. =( ok. thn was solid singing for 3 hrs. ada and kenneth joined us at 5pm. yup. jo-chu and aiysah lefted at 5 (dating i think) haha! and bianca and keat yee lefted at 5.30. so we left at 6, oh! ada and kenneth went for dinner tgt. so me and hui wen decided not to interrupt them. went bedok for mac instead while they go romamtic at changi airport. budget terminal. hahahahahas! ok. enough of joking. eh. dun angry ya. crapping nia. its jus that hw and me left cos we wan eat cai tao kueh but too crowded so mac. hahas!
and i jus realised darren was such a gangster, eh, previously la. now guai alr. like chao ah beng kind. cant stand it.
ok. oh! and i dun like promises. its like, a burden can. promises are meant to make life difficult. but, wat can i do? so much for ever knowing u. wat can i say? how can i push? jus question myself why do i suffer from this fate? hahas! sounds emo? kinda.
photos up tmr! tired!
phew!

HECTIC.

wow. sch has been hectic. wat a hectic life i am currently having now. and i am SO SO SO making full use of my time. AND mangaging it well. hahas! so proud man. BUT things will nv be perfect rite? B law kinda suck, tutorial qns are like no link to the notes, and guess wat was written on the tutorial paper? "u may use ur own deductions and ur knowledge about the law in court procedures".=.=

so thurs was dinner at max's hse. chilli crab. obviously i cant eat lahs. max was supposed to fry chickens wings for me but he forgotten. while the rest tried to bluff me saying they finished the chicken wings before i arrived, and i actually believed. but luckily there was other food like mutton and ya, parry and max kind-of-food lahs. but was good overall. NICE! parry mistook a cup of coke as wine and starting sneezing after that. hahahahas! dam funny. a boss who cant drink coke!

was told that there will be an exhi coming up in june. and guess wat. my hols will be spent most probably in cambodia. NOOOOO! i wanna and rather be in the exhi. aw man. HELP! the worst is, he said it should be during 1st to 15th of june. BOO HOO! when i may not be ard! =(

EMO

i am loss for words. didnt noe u would do such a thing. knowing that you cant contact me, u should at least try to look for me? why didnt u do anything? and made me waiting. i hate waiting. maybe u dunno me that well and i dun blame you for not knowing me that well. however, i seriously think this is basic courtesy. oh gosh! this shall be the first and the last time.

okay. enough of that.

rockclimbing ytd was, OMG! dam fun. but dam tiring. arm muscles totally used up. there was the monkey style, unglam positions and many more.

peer mentoring kinda "not very" fun. and still have to spend more thn 2 weeks in cambodia. i hope i can give an excuse for not going. =(

everything is too late. too rush.