MATAS RAWKS!

I AM BACK!!!!
So dam tired. Back from foc. hahas! in the end partnered with matt, yes, the mr random shouter and the mad one.
in the end matas lost la as a cluster but still, we tried our best and the campers are real high. shall start with the first day.
got the campers into our bunk and start ice breaking games. quite quiet but still ok. thn there was a talk by the lecturers on safety. later was teaching of camp cheers and songs followed by station games and painting of the "JURY" flag. yup. there are 8 grps of matas and 8 grps of maffees. later on was some games and more cheers. thn it was dinner time. all of us are pretty hungry since there wasn't stated in the packing list to eat their lunch before coming. hahas! thn it was bathing time for the campers and prep for the nightwalk for us, facs. me, li yan,si min, jin wei and nisha. si min and jin wei at the front door of the admin underground, nisha the one scaring with the broom,li yan the brave girl in the under-construction room and me in the coffin. and lastly, haha. "jordon" at the back door. each of us gave ourselves a name in case... i dunno how the hell i came up with the name sally sia. and there was hero, black belt, cartoon, auntie. hahas! the campers went like 4 tgt?! wth! no wonder they are not scared. thn some wait for each other thn become 8. of course not scared! hahas! but some were really scared and they screamed even when they knew that there will be someone in the coffin since shaun did it in the staffroom alr. hahas! one fell down and the rest screamed like mad. some ppl scolded us for scaring them and the rest jus ran. hahas! some are afraid of jordon. tried to change our methods of scaring but still, not as effective lahs. overall, success. oh ya. and during prep camp and even the actual camp itself, those in the last tunnel oso scared sia. ben toh, zhi zhong, idy, zheng yi. hahas! they tried to scare us lahs. by banging the door before coming in and offing the lights. hahas. dam! but they are nice lahs. they helped us do a dry run. but we dun dare go to theirs. sure dam scary one. and our nightwalk falls on the same day as the SDC ppl. Eugene was there lahs. so scary. cos he can see things but luckily he didnt tell me there was anything at the admin underground. when we scared the SDC ppl they will scream at us saying, "we not ur camp one" hahas! thn got one even funnier.
We: BOO!
he: sry sry sry sry!!! (thn run away)
for wat say sry sia. hahas!
MATAS gonna win so chuck the rest into the bin.
we are the coolest team gonna rock them OUT,
ROCK THEM OUT! WOO~
cont'd the rest of day 2 and 3 tmr.

WOOTS!

YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
MADNESS.
Chelsea won. 2-1.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
guess how i watched ytd's match.
u will nv know.
okays. off for a week.
goodbye blogspot.

HEHEH.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
23-28

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
ya.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Hard to say, my buddy.

4. Do you think u have enough confident?
Erm...I think so?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To be CLEVERER!

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
ya.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Family, blurtoots, loved one.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
eh. think so.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
if only when i think its obvious to confess.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Thoughtful, funny, loud

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
a) feel is impt
b) Not a smoker
c) able to communicate
d) same thinking
e) Someone that i can proudly tell my friends and family that he's my boyfriend.
f) funny, humourous
g) able to be with me whenever he deem to

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Liars, people whom hide truth behind my back, the one who play with other's feelings.

13.Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
Of course i do!

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you Rather not know?
Knowing the truth by pointing out to me would be better.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, friends and studies.

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend / girlfriend
Nope, im fine on my own.

17. At this point in time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Climbing mount everest is it something new?

18. what kinda fren u hope to be in your frens' eyes?
A responsible, trustworthy, funny, cheerful, a always-here-for-u friend.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
maybe a little more understanding?

20. What makes you different?
Friends.

Think its time to at least return a tag?
was making fun of loewe with cheryl today. of course, kena from him. jus couldn't get high, while he was trying so hard. wahaha!
hey guys, should be on wed ok?
will inform again.
will be back next week!

GRRR!

Woke up early today again to meet up with uncle and diana to attend the easter memorial service with mummy. however, found out that diana would not be joining us due to work and chris is currently in taipei. so the maid join us together. was so hungry during the service and stomach cant stop growling so i had to sing louder to cover the noises made in my stomach. luckily after that, there was food! after that went home. so dam tired. didnt meet up with csk. mr woh thn came over for dinner since i dun felt like moving plus other reasons and thn movie. rule#1. ya. so late thn watch. no time ma. and he so poor thing la. wait for me so long thn can free thn go watch with him. sry for the wait! the movie quite ok la though he said it was boring but to me it was scary. maybe i was affected by things tat happened these days and my mind kept thinking bout those stuffs. made him accompany me all the way home b4 he could cab home. plus, we haven catch the leap years and i seriously think that its ending real soon. nvm. dvd ok? and i am seriously guilty. supposed to be watching rule#1 somewhere nicer but ended up at... sry sia. will compensate. definately. after next week i will be free. i think so and hope so. hahas! most prob will be more sick after foc.
came across several songs tat contains wonderful meaning and of course, my favourite song was one of them. had the sudden urge to pick up piano again. haiz.

Thine be the Glory

thine be the glory, risen, conquering son:
endless is the victory thou over death hast won,
Angels in bright raiment rolled the stone away,
keep the folded grave clothes where thy body lay.

Refrain:
Thine be the glory, risen, conquering son:
endless is the victory thou over death hast won.

Hymn of Promise

In the bulb there is a flower, in the seed, an apple tree;
in cocoons a hidden promise;
butterfiles will soon be free!
in the cold and snow of winter there's a spring
that waits to be unrevealed until its season,
something God alone can see.

There's a song in every silence, seeking word and melody:
there's a dawn in every darkness,
bringing hope to you and me.
from the past will come the future; what it holds, a mystery
unrevealed until its season,
something God alone can see.

In our end is our beginning, in our time, infinity
in our doubt there is believing;
in our life eternity
in our death, a resurrection; at the last, a victory
unrevealed until its season,
something God alone can see.

Prons and Cons

firstly, i want to say sry to loewe, the person whom i had been showing my gloomy face to the whole day today. so sry. jus didnt felt like smiling. i can't bring myself to lift my mouth to smile. he's been trying so hard to make me smile but it didnt succeed though. am down with flu again. WTH! foc is jus next week. i cant afford to fall sick now. argh! thn after foc, is fop meeting and another greeny event, followed by fop. pack pack pack schedule.
wow! jus found out prada does shipping of goods from china. yay! now got anything can jus ask from him sia. even those limited edition stuffs. not cheap though cos adding in the shipping cost. actually now am thinking of whether to appear offline not. hmmm.
gonna be off a day to visit my auntie tmr. after tat going meet csk. can't believe it, csk going to bugis. maybe in formal wear oso? hahas! thn meet mr woh for a movie. and thn going to get my new... yay!
thinking back on wat happened this morning, i jus realised, my favourite auntie whom i called mother oso, is gone for a year plus alr. i said to visit her every month but did i? no. the last time since i visited her was even b4 christmas. she must be very disappointed in me. oh my. i can still vividly rmb that unfortunate day, when i wa having maths tutorial with mrs heng and the blurtoots on 25/10/06, mugging hard for the upcoming Os since my maths was the weakest, i recieved a phone call from my mother, over the phone, she sounded worried, restless and weary. i knew at that moment, something was wrong. rushed to the hospital jus to find my auntie lying on the bed with his oxygen mask, she was breathing so hard, so hard to catch her next breath. thn my another auntie asked me to follow her go smoke. 10 mins later. another phone call. "mummy" is gone. i rushed back to see her having jus a slight movement in the chest but they jus removed the oxygen mask. was told by someone to give her a last kiss, asking her not to worry about us anymore. i will never forget that day. even though she scolds and nags like every mother does, she is even more understanding and she noes watever every daughter will wish to have as compared to my own mother. haiz. now she is gone, i have to depend on myself most of the time cos i will always go to her whenever i needed any help or i had any problems.
life, isn't it fragile?
conclusion? i think its time to get over u and move on with my life. since life is so fragile, i am gonna live it to the fullest. live it the way i wan it. =)

LIFE is so FRAGILE.

This morning, woke up kinda early to buy breakfast for mummy. everything was ok until i reached the ground floor. was shocked to see the police tape jus outside the lift to the staircase leading down to the shops. a policeman was standing there along with xiao pang's oldest bro sitting at another staircase leading up the second storey. the policeman asked me to go down by another lift at the other end of the block. i was not allowed to go down by that stairs. at that moment, i was stunned, not knowing wat was actually going on. thn i saw, jus beside my feet, there was a white sheet, material was kinda plastic. not knowing what was going on, i followed the instructions of the policeman obediently. after entering into the same lift, and looking again at xiao pang's oldest bro, i realised, under the white sheet beside my feet at the area outside the lift, was someone, dead.
i went back, with my legs feeling so jelly-like and told my mother what was happening though was still confused. i noe its someone we both noe cos xiao pang's oldest bro was there. xiao pang and family is our neighbour. close neighbour.
so we went down by another staircase and saw the fat auntie, another close neighbour directly opposite my hse. finally understand tat the one who died was the uncle of xiao pang and family. he had a hole in his heart all along thn didnt go for any operation. he died cos his heart died on him. he had been feeling this tired and sick since a few days ago. this morning, he wanted to go down to the coffeeshop to have his breakfast despite his family urge not to go down since he was not feeling well. but he insisted on going himself. after awhile, other family members went down for their breakfast too and saw him sitting on the stairs, catching his breathe. they asked if he was ok and need their help to get down the stairs, he said no. asked if he wanted to see a doc, he said no. this reminds me...
a few days ago, i was going home at night, the lift was on the 8th floor. the funny thing is, only people in my storey uses the lift. everytime the lift will be either on the 1st and 8th floor only. cos we always frequent the lifts. so the lift was on the 8th floor so meaning one of my neighbour jus went home. thn upon reaching 8th floor, and was bout to walk up the stairs to my hse, i saw that uncle standing halfway thru the stairs, we aren't close, jus hi and bye neighbour. i didnt bother much seeing him there cos i tot he was jus searching for his keys to go home. today thn i found out, he was restless and didnt not had that energy to go up the stairs i guess and i didnt offer any form of help.
another day, i saw him at the coffeeshop, still able to order and eat his food.
now, he's gone, jus like tat.
what's life?

moment of thought.

it only takes a spark, it get the fire going.
and soon all those ard, can warm up in its glowing.
tats who it is with god's love,
once u experience it,
u wan to sing,
its fresh like spring,
u wan
to pass
it on.
pass it on,
pass it on,
pass it,
pass it,
pass it on.

A ray of hope.

This font actually looks nice. hahas! jus found out sth happened over at my friend's blog. i think i knew who is behind this. dun wan to give names but its jus a strong feeling. this may be done due to either a strong desperate need for gf or emotional breakdown. hahas! hmm. today's door to door was fun. esp with us 4 ppl ard. as usual, 2 to each blk and i was with tat irritating him again. hahas! it was fun though. went for supper and reached home dam late. cecilia suggested we go for mahjong. oh. me and him jus have to say sry, too tired. hahas! dam funny thing occurred.
After paying for our instant noodle. ya. we are poor. haha.
We: hello. do u have chopsticks?
7-11: erm, no chopsticks. forks can?
We: ok. thks. and sry, wat bout spoons?
7-11: oh. only got ice cream one. (its the ones u use to eat mash potatoes at 7-11. ya. tat small.)
We: oh ok. wow! thks.
JUS WHEN WE ARE BOUT TO LEAVE THE COUNTER...
7-11: oh. i forgot to tell u, there's no hot water...
WTH!!!!
We: can we refund?
hahas! obviously NO!
but its funny lahs. laughed like hell. of course, we went to another 7-11 for hot water. LOSER.

haiz. might as well say it now, FOC is next week. shld be dam tired. and MATAS always seems to be on the weaker side. maybe cos of the fact that our attendance is poor and not as enthu towards FOC as MUFFEES. hahas! but overall, hope it will be fun though.

Finally, i hope things are looking on the brighter side. when there's hope, there's life. i totally agree with it. keep going, keep going, keep going.

PROMISE

i promise myself tat the guy i mention below will nv appear in my blog again. UNLESS, its impt.

BB = ?

WTH! now i can seriously proclaim to the whole wide world, wat a freaking guy u are!
jus becos a FEW girls rejected you, thn u come back scrumming to me like a dam effing mouse. once is not enough for u? maybe i should jus tell u straight, here, that NOW, i am sure i will nv patch with u bb. 6 mths is jus a promise not to have bf tats all. nth else more thn tat. why i avoid u, ask urself. if its jus $ u wan, i can jus give u. stop using tat. its no longer effective. wan to die? dun tell me. there's nth i can do. i will only tell ur parents.. since u made things so crude to me first, dun blame me.
is this clear and simple enough for u? i hope so.
you are jus another horrible fellow in my life. time for me to get u out. or u wan, can get out urself. its over.

SIGH!

Dunno wats been happening. things ard me are definately not going in my way. sigh! i am starting to think, is supply chain good. many ppl are going into marketing and all. after looking at all the modules this option can offer, its kinda challenging though. there's even business law. but i think it should be a core module for every business student. i think at least it should be a better choice thn HR! nvm. at least same class as jolie should be good enough. hahas! watching the channel 8 show now. dam funny sia. the fatcat. hahs! oh! i jus rmb smelly tofu. ytd hui zhen asked me go geylang eat with the poker friends. of course nv go la. got more impt thing to do thn go there eat. but the thought of the smell alone oso put me off sia. aw man! there is a sudden urge of not facil for camp. jus too tired. dun really enjoy though cos separate into 2 teams and i am not in the same team as hui wen. only same as shaun and bianca.
WOW1 i love green! haahs! synergy rocks my socks man. not mentioning the amt of sales we do and only a few cases. i think they got really nth to do. even stupid thing like nv write DOB or remarks nv write clearly oso complain sia. plus, why got o/s but when they verify they say eligible sia. so is the verification fault or is it the sales fault? they should noe. HAHAHAHA!

BLEAH!

I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
I AM PISSED!
ARGH! how can someone be so... i find no words to describe him! argh! forget it.

ARGH!

ARGH!!!
I jus rmb that today is the last esp of "Revolving Doors of Vengeance" and sadly enough, i cant watch it. unless someone could let me into their house and watch it. U think can?
100% NO!
=(

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

OKAY! SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY BOUT BUT I DIDNT RMB TO WRITE IT DOWN JUS NOW.
ME AND JOLIE WILL FINALLY BE IN THE SAME CLASS, SAME OPTION, SAME GPA!
she quit her job so she can enjoy her hols. aw man! cool! but having lie ard whole day at home, i rather be out! tats wat hols are for rite? hahas!

I am back!

Firstly, i shall list down all my emotions going inside me now.

Happy- mainly cos of wat i think i am enjoying now, my companion, my partners, ppl who care for me. hahas! to think of it, not very happy though.

Sad- mainly cos i dun think i am performing well in my job, i noe tat it needed mostly luck to get the right customers and moreover, i cant deny the fact that i had been slacking throughout, i am not making use of watever u think i deem fit to. but nvm, i will buck up! of course, BRUSH UP THE ATTITUDE!

Disappointed- one reason, i am not doing as well as th newcomers at all man. the feeling jus sucks sia. having ppl who are new to overtake u. however, me and loewe came out with a reason to back up our stand. if only the marketing team employ me and loewe to be their marketing director, the sales will definately zoom up. hahas! obviously, tats part of the crap we talked bout. we even played tic tac toe on my hand. wat else we cant do?

Pressured- cos things ard me are not happening in the way i wan it. jus felt v pissed. why things turn out like tat? not saying to mention wat happened btw me and zoel, me and kenneth. haiz. maybe scandals are simply better! they are not urs but they seems to be urs. we behave like each other but we are actually not tgt. isn't tat good? i think so.

heartpain- cos thinking of the amt of $ i will be spending, haiz, dun wan say anymore. hahas!

hahas! I noe why someone got drunk alr. cos she saw andy feeding me! hahaha. nah. jus kidding!

need to be off to slp now. not now. 1 hrs later. hahas!

signing off.

Coincidence.

WOW! So far i've seen zhi zhong and margaret is also working together at the same place sia. hahas! i was shocked to see zhi zhong pushing/pulling the trolley of dunno wat is it and i noticed who is that skinny boy but without the cap. hahas!

Haiz. gonna be busy busy busy. hope i dun fall sick. choy choy choy!

I WILL SURVIVE! I LOVE GREEN!

BUSY.

AW man! These few days dam busy. working with my crazy partner. My working partner, LOEWE, is a big big bully! hahas! he likes to draw on me and play tic tac toe on my hand when he is bored. and play boxing with each other when there is no one. hahas! "Parry! Loewe bully me!" hahas! see, i dare to write it on my blog! Bleah! hmmm.we will be busy these few days so wun be blogging till monday. our goal is to get at least 50 sales per day. u think can? OF COURSE i dunno. hahas! we are separated by a guy named mervin or melvin. not sure of the name oso.

YUP! Chalet! it was so rush lahs! actually was told to stayover on sat but suddenly, on fri, they say they staying oso. had to rush from work to meet csk thn met another friend who came my hse and drank tiger. thn headed to pasir ris. by the time we reached there alr 12 plus sia. they were scolding us" walau, nabey, so late, dun need come alr la." hahas! u noe they dun mean it. thn we jus walau here nabey back thn drink and slp. dunno how, we actually got edison chen and maggie/ah qiao with us that night. hahas! it started with someone taking pictures of another's butt. funny sia. thn the second day. had to leave cos need to go choose maid and go church with mummy. thn back at chalet for bbq. and ar. i haven even started eating, friend got drunk alr. hahas! she successfully increased my phobia for vomits. my scandal was so nice. he offered to stay with me knowing tat i had phobia for vomits. THANKS SCANDAL! hahas! of course i didnt make him stay lahs. thn went to take contact lens solution from GARY. he walked past us several times sia but i still didnt realised its him cos he changed his shirt. i think so. cant rmb oso. too tired!

GRRR! dunno why the pictures cant seem to uplaod. think is the size too big. hahas! nvm!

signing off. OMG. i think i am late. meeting loewe 3pm at city hall. haven even bathe and all. haiz!

I AM SO TIRED!!!!

HELLO PEOPLE!

I AM SO SO SO TIRED!

WILL BLOG TMR!

HAHAS!