傻人有傻福

Here I am, to do a closing for the year 2009, just in case i do not have the time to blog again this month. HAHA! kiasu abit la.

Hmm, Year 2009 has been a rather eventful year for me.
Not going to list down all the events la, since i myself oso cant rmb. LOL!

Alrights, so, it's a year whereby

- i changed my exhibition job, from Starhub to Canon, but i am still for Starhub!
- i had special achievements in my academic route *gleeful*
- i had the chance to ponder about my future academic and career paths, of cos, it means, to start worrying. :(
- i went up the flyers :)
- i got attached :)
- i cold war with my mum for the longest period of time
- i finally felt like i did grew up, alittle
- i grew my hair alittle longer thn usual
- eh, i became alittle more feminine? counted as eventful rite?
- i received the biggest bouquet of roses ever, it was scary thou
- i encountered a scary smokey bus breakdown
- my r/s with my other family members grew better :)
- i went for poly 50 again and position ranking went up, up, up
- i completed the internship at DHL and got to know those wonderful colleagues as well as more real life logistics experiences, knowledge
- i'm able to socialize alittle better?
- i will be getting baptized this coming x'mas
- i am labeled as fat, durian-smelling, big mouth, short, fierce, lazy and with very dark eye rings
- i had a cool yet scary birthday surprise!
- i decreased my night activities
- i passed my btt at first try :)
- i signed hp plan
- i grab hold of tennis again :)
- i got into operation cambodia 2010!

And of cos, those mentioned are just a small part of my happy and memorable events. There's still many other stuffs which also includes mistakes and bad memories that i had committed/created. be it bad decisions, poor judgements or whatsoever, i am guilty of them too. So ppl, forgive me. For i'm not perfect, aint any superwomen too. Here is that someone, trying so dam hard, just to be the best. =]

In order not to make my post so boring, i shall add some peektures! heh!

Chimpanzee attack in class! RAWR!See how muscular are we!

Beach volleyball

Chen yuping birthday after Canon show!

Monkey on the Tree

Yay!

Caught slping in class with my twin!

Look at jolie's WIDE TEETH!

The 3 of us @ Canon show

The class girlsPoly 50 team!Ben so shortI dunno why are we laughing so hard. LOL!Ham ham birthdayN.e.r.d.During GEMs skitAchiever's Function
And last but not least, wishing you guys a Merry Christmas 2009 in advance, in case i got no time to be here again.
HOHOHO! Santa clause is in town this year. @ Somerset 313. Go there with your loved ones for this picture to be taken and kept. *thumbs up* Its free!2009 will be gone in less than a month's time, hope i can live these days to the FULLEST.
Goodnight everybody, i shall go back to my 海派甜心. :)

What a feeling is this?

Sorry for not updating peeps! hahaha! hope hectic! and there's still BD to go on next friday followed by 3 MST! Wish me luck ppl. Seriously no time to prepare. :( DIE.

Somehow, I'm still anticipating next week. IDK why too. HAHA!

Alrights! Back to BD.

Just needed a phone call; it never came.

Friday, the 13th.

It is now that I realized,
You don't need me.
and perhaps,
neither do I
need you.

Cheers.

Ain't meant to be, this way.

Hello blog. Haha. Had been MIA for quite some time. So far, school has since started for 2 weeks. Everything is good. Some new friends here and there.
This is just a random post, u may ignore watever i say here. Hehe.

WARNING: Below is a WHOLE CHUNK of OPINIONS/RANTINGS/COMPLAINTS. PLS DO NOT CONTINUE TO SCROLL DOWN if ur not prepared to read.

Hmm, I guess having a blog may not be what I wanted. Seriously I would prefer a diary. but i dont really like to write. (cos handwriting messy luhs! HAHA!) And! what made it worst is, blogspot do not offer private post. :( so i actually dun tend to say all my feelings here. Just in case, anyone got the wrong implication thn i gg liao. but another side of me, i feel that why shld i hide my feelings since its my space here wat rite? HAHA! so ya, this example sort of depicts a little about my personality/character ba, for those reading my posts but still do not really understand or know me in depth, yet. I choose to hide my feelings when i dont think the matter is serious so that everything remains the same, everyone is still happy, no misunderstanding and nothing changes. BUT i will not if I think that the matter really did affected me. like POW! at my face. I will not hesitate to show any of my feelings when provoked. So as u can see, everytime when i feel like exploding, i will think, shld i control my emotions or shld i not. Just like when i think if i shld write out all my feelings here or shld i not. But really, there were times when these emotions reached that certain extent where i jus have to rant here or explode my feelings out to the ppl who provoked me. That's when i do not tend to hesitate cos my limit has been reached for that moment. but dont you guys realise that when u raise the limit, it jus fills the gap again thn again, u raise the limit, and again, it fills the gap thn again and again and again. it jus goes on! until the day where u really reached the brim and everything overflows and thn, its over.
AND! i hate not being appreciated! like efforts and sacrifices, wat and who are they for? most importantly, what are the results like? Not say that watever one give, they have to receive the same. but did we at least show me that my efforts did paid off.
ohh, we people always say that, "oh yes, i do think of others' feelings before i do something" I think we ought to think twice before we really say yes. if we really do, why do ppl still get hurt? sometimes, ppl are jus self-centered and thus, they hurt others in the process i guess. Say sorry? LOL! hello. wats done is done rite? cant be i slap u and u slap me back and its fair? even if its fair, the hurt is done rite? maybe the next time when others slap u, offer the other cheek. i guess its better thn to fight back sometimes.
LOL! ignore the above ba. so random huh? hehehe. jus some stupid nonsense.
btw, one final random topic. How do we actually define the word, "friend"?
An incident (where i was trying to help another party) actually made me realise what are friends meant for? To share our happiness and woes or only happiness? Aint a friend supposed to understand u, sympathize with u, share, listen, joke, play, companion and so on? haha! maybe its jus my expectations that a friend shld be labeled this way. aw man! its always me and my stupid expectations.
anyway, jumping to another topic, i think this time, i gave in alr. the limit is raised and filled and yet, raised again. hmm. I hope, I will survive! Another blow till i drop. :(

And lastly, thks for those particular people who really understand me. even if i dun tell nor do i have to say it out. even thru my msges or things that i wan to do, they noe immediately that i am not feeling good. hahaha! also, i appreciate the immediate response to my low spirits. 谢谢你们!

Disheartened.

Yo yo! Here to jus update alittle about Tiffy’s life these few days. HAHA!

Lets start from Friday! Heeee. SAP certification exam. I thought I will not be able to pass. But I did! Woohoo! Quite happy. Everyone passed la. I waited for Ruth to submit tgt cos jolie and cindy kc, keep ask me and Ruth to submit, in the end they submit first. =.= Thn ah neh, he so slow. So we went off to cindy hse without waiting for him. Hmm. Cindy kuku. Go bring ALL the notes, hoping that it will be open book. LOL! So go home put notes and at the same time, see RAINY! He’s so cute la. Jolie lee so scared!! ROFL! Thn we met wm and meen, eat, watch movie and…

Sat, met him, acc him to bike prac and waited for him there…

Sun, went to church, lunch-ed, his hse and left for dinner and…

Mon, went sentosa with meen, min, jo, jw and avan. Just to summarize, we played volleyball and bball with strangers too. Climbed the rock with jw and ended up with a scar, I think. Did stupid stunts. It was not a sunny day and it did rained. Went to walk ard the beach with the girls and jus before we wanted to head for shower, avan and his accomplice, forcefully dragged and throw small tiffy into the sea. HAHA! not literally throw la, he not that strong. :p GRR! BIG BULLY! Ended up with cuts on my knee. And my friends jus left me there to die. :( LOL! Thn went to eat thn bus back with jw and…

Tues, went for lunch at SP with my uncle and cousin. Thn to NUS thn home and back to NUS cos uncle dropped his phone there. But, its lost alr. Thn to westmall thn had sth light thn home and out to…

Haha!! So everyday, I only write half of my activities. Summarize alr! Hahaha!

I guess I shall not rant here cos no matter whatever I say, how long I rant, how many explanations I gave, reasons, and so on, they dun make a difference. But I just want to say, I’m tired already.

Struck-ed.

Yesterday, someone whom i haven been speaking to for a long time, posted to this qn to me,

Do you really ____ ___?

Oh, wat a good qn. It set me thinking for a moment, trying to probe for an ans in my head. I thought of those efforts I had put in and I thought of the results I've gotten so far. Is our definition of ____ the same? should it be the same in the first place?

So, Are We On The Right Track?
I hope so. :/

Alrights, need to go study SAP alr, haven been really revising. CRAP! I think i will flunk it. but i am not prepared to. :x

And i wonder.

Hello peeps, Another week past with a blink of the eyes. SAP course has finally ended while studying does not. =.= Certification exam will be on this coming friday. Haven even started touching it. i bet cindy, viknesh and ruth are mugging alr. :( Lets pray and hope i can pass. Just pass can alr. haha!
The second week of SAP course was fun (thou i missed a day), with scares and laughter everyday with friday being the last day of lecture with jolie's fav teacher and passing our headaches to one another. Very lame rite? I passed mine to jolie but i was still having it. LOL!
On sat, i stayed home in the day to rest and thn went to expo to meet ben to borrow his backpack! thks ah ben. :) thn i rushed to meet jh at city hall cos the rest planned to play bowling the night before. I was late and he had to wait for me for bout 50 mins to an hour? so sorry. :( hehehe.
so we went to find a place to sit while waiting for the rest to arrive. and yeah, we managed to have dinner, some action in the arcade and 2 games before i headed home while the rest went for a midnight.
Sunday, some sort of a family day. so i didnt rush to send him to book in partly cos i was sick, suddenly flu and sore throat. so uncomfortable and partly i was helping with some of the chores here and so i didnt wan to abruptly leave the hse and partly, hahaha. nth actually.
So today, here i am blogging, cos i am super sian. A rainy day makes it even more sian. Tmr cant k liao cos my throat still... grr! sorry to wm, wm friend and jolie. I think i need to get started on SAP!
SOMEONE! GIVE ME MOTIVATION! PLS! :x

Suspected; H1N1

On sun night, i acc bf back to camp again, in his papa lorry tgt with his cabin friend. hehe. hmm. i secretly bought and put a can of pringles into his backpack. though i dun encourage him to eat potato chip cos he was sick during the weekends but, i think he will be alright by wed thn can eat alr. wahaha. Dunno if he got a "surprise" when he opened his bag in camp to unpack on sun night back in camp. LOL!
So tiffy stayed home today, risk missing a day of the SAP course. Hope i still can sit for the certification exam. :(
Anyway, was not feeling well on sat night. I tot i was alright on sun. Thn came mon when the first half of the day was alright, still high and all, as usual. thn during lunch, was having a headache alr. every step i took, sent a hard knock to my head. Back to the room, the air-con, cindy complaining very hot asked me to decrease the temp. But to me, it was freezing alr. lols. so i changed com to the one most inner one, no air-con part of the room. still, i was shivering. =.=
had the longest mrt ride ever. lucky i got a seat if not i think it will be worst. reached home, took temperature and its 39.5. First time so high oso. legs grew really weak so went to slp while my mum keep suggesting that we shld head to the hos. First time i felt so scary when i was sick. felt like hell and negative thoughts surfaced in my mind. i noe its stupid but i got thoughts like fever burning my brain and i become retard. cos i nv felt so xin ku when i was sick before. at the same time, hoping that someone was at home with me. hmm, so sad. no one was ard though i am grateful that my mum was constantly calling me. so i went to the doc alone after slping for awhile and waited till 11pm before i finally get to go into the room. :(
So the doc said that its a suspected case of H1n1, but not cfm since i dun have a flu. Lucky. Phew~ if got flu, i think really need go hos and miss the rest of the SAP course. At least now, i think i can go to sch tmr alr. dun need to be quarantined yet. feeling quite alright now. jus hope mr. fever will not be back tonight. cos the doc said the fever will be on and off. haha. and weird enough, i think i got sore throat but the doc didnt gave me any med for it. hmm, is it my imagination that my throat is very swollen and sore? hehehe.
Thks jolie lee for being so NAGGY, equivalent to my mum today. LOL!
hmm, gtg rest alr. Hope i will be able to make it for the course tmr. :)
Goodnight.

还可以,在哪里?

Totally, Drained.

Hello! Tiffy is sooooo tired. Been having less thn bout 5hrs (normally i always slp for 8 hrs) of slp for the past few days. not even enough for me to recharge for the next day. tats the part on physically tired. hmm. mentally tired too. I jus wan to say sorry, to you...

Anyway, I worked for my friend, viola @ npt cs, be florist on thurs, fri and sat. thn sun i went there to help her change water for the flower containers thn off to meet my botak bf. oops! :x We were late to meet wl and yaya, reached ecp at bout 4pm. thn we went to rent a bike. me and him rented a couple bike/double bike. (dunno wat they call it) First time riding it. quite difficult to control. hehe. but we managed to ride it all the way to the jetty thn exchange with wl and yaya for their individual bikes. went to eat a little, with that super yucks drink called ayran. Eeeeeeeeeeee. dam sour and abit gross. Somemore they told us its a yogurt drink, and asked, u wan sweet or salty? WTH! i cant imagine if its salty. yucks. i prefer sweet. but we didnt finish it. *make the yucks face*

So today, i went to my uncle hse and thn rushed to bf hse to do the collage. hehe! was supposed to be a surprise? but, sorry. really got no time. :( lucky it did turn out fine. haha. and thks to yaya and wl cos i keep demanding for them to send me the pics. LOL! paiseh ah. cos anxious to get it print out so can paste. Ohhh! Ham ham mummy oso very co-operative. gave me 3 photos for the collage. I secretly asked from her cos i tot i will have time to do it as a surprise. hehehe. After doing the collage, I followed him to camp in his papa lorry. haha. thn took a train back home.

Tmr's the start of SAP course. Wish me luck tat i can pass the course. if not, $200 cant take back. :( So, Tiffy need to go slp soon else i will be late and i will have to treat jolili set C instead. Lmao.

Bye bye. Goodnight and Sweetdreams ppl. :)

Yet to be.

So glad that blogger's back! Phew! Anyway, i stayed at home today, yes, again. :) I guessed it would be the last day i could actually stay home the whole day, sleeping till 1pm for the rest of the days till end of this month. Sorry gf! there goes our kbox! paiseh ah. So i sort of dragged my mum to go to the supermarket with me this afternoon. so i can stock up on tidbits w/o the need to pay for them. HAHA. Nice one ya. Hmm. I hope i am in the SAP course so i can have an excuse for myself to not look for a job. LOL. My blog has been rather dull without colours and peek-tures in the few previous post. Since i can post photos now, i shall post a few long over-due pics. HEH!

Class. Compare. A year ago. June 2008 A year later, 2009

Meen
Cheryl
GF!
During Gems Skit
Gems teacher The 3s.
Okays. Got to go slp. Goodnights.

Contradictary.

Hello peeps! Blogger struck virus i think. msn too.

Comex 2009 ended. we got another miniature flash drive. 4GB. :)

Thurs was a normal working day. me and jolie tot we saw cao ge that day but it turned out that we saw the wrong person cos cao ge is from ite, not rp. hahaha.
On fri, i went into the counter to try the counter job with chen long. wah! turned out to be more stressful thn being outside. lucky the money and the number of free gifts given tally. if not, i think they will really cut my pay. hehe. After work, we sort of planned a surprise for chen yuping since its her bday the next day and sadly, she will not be working. we went to the toilet thn i went off first to meet up with ruth, shermin and zihui outside starbucks while cindy and jolie lured her back into the counter to sit. Next me and the girls went near the canon counters thn i suggested the plan to crawl below the counters so that we will not be spotted by her thn we suddenly appear from outside the counter with the cake. however, zihui too tall, very difficult to crawl. plus duck-walking is so unglam. we are at level 1 eh. plus its going home time already. alot of ppl looking. LOLS! so shermin dun wan crawl oso. so me and ruth duck walked. thn lucky yg was standing outside the counter oso. so we mark it as yuping is sitting there so we faster took out the cake, light the candles and called cindy to prepare camera. LOLS! meanwhile i saw alot of ppl staring luhs. like. wth are these 2 girls doing?! zz. after we are done with the cake, thn yg asked yuping to come, pretending someone called for her. thn me and ruth suddenly show up with the cake and everyone sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY, including edward, uncle ben, and other ICs. the MOST important thing is, CHEN YUPING cried. too touched la i guess. hehehe. thn before we waved goodbye, we gave her the present that me jolie and jovia wrapped in the toilet earlier in the morning with lots of layers of canon brochures. *shhhhh* cos i got no wrapping paper at home! LOLS!
So came sat. hahaha. actually outside selling extended warranty thn edward ask me in to do counter job with terrance, the yuping de kor kor. thn got to noe the friendly uncle eddie oso. he actually very cute lei. why all the uncle there so cute de? LOL! eh. except edward la. anyway, JOVIA LEE lost her bet of 10 STARBUCKS and yet, she treating it as if nth happened. dont worry, i will haunt u for that. wahaahahahaa!
LAST DAY liao. woohoo. so tired. lucky didnt have to do counter job. so went to do sales. first, i met ah. he was standing there looking at me but i didnt noe. thn i turned and saw him, so chat alittle and he passed me vit c thn byebye, i go work alr. shermeen told me he stand there very long alr. LOL! work work work, thn the weird uncle told me he coming comex to deliver mac for his friend. so, ask me wan or not. of cos wan la. wahaha, i asked him to treat 2 BIG fries and 1 LARGE coke less ice. i am not greedy la. i share ma tats why need big and large one. *chuckles* Thks ah ken! continued to worked till after dinner, thn i went into the counter again. hehehe. i was kinda fascinated by the indian customer that actually noe how to speak chinese eh. so man. LOL! after work, i saw wei sheng and edwin. they at the canon counter there. so wave wave, chat abit thn proceed to Starbucks for free drink! hehehe, this time got oreo cheesecake and the "chocolate oozed out" cake oso! thn headed for pool and mac fries and home. chat alittle with mum while waiting for 5am plus but was too tired. so went to slp slp. heh.

On a random note. Sometimes, the more we voice out, the explanation gradually becomes something so fake, that, its no longer impt whether to eventually say or not in the future. Cos u noe, sometimes, its jus all talk. talking is so easy. all talk but no action, wats the point? But this contradicts the basis of communication, i think. They also say, people do change. I hope i will not? Than they say, who does not? Ptff. Humans are ironic creatures. Hahaha.

Anyway, Hmm. been exchanging less thn 3, 4 or 5 msges a day with bf. He's in camp alr. :( Tot i could bath alittle faster so we could exchange a few more msges tonight or jus a phone call to say goodnight. Guess it was useless. Hahaha. Hope he will rest well though, and, Jiayous! :)

Just for Laughs.

I seriously think there is sth wrong with blogger liao. Even the layout cocked up already. cant change font, size, colour. so shit. lols. life's been full of ups and downs recently. haha. glad i am still fine. :) hmm. typical exam period now. sian-ed. today just had ASCM 20% test. wakao. no time to do finish. spend too much time thinking why my figures so weird, where got ICC percentage so small one. thn other calculation oso take wrong figures. they alr say one week is 5 days i still dam stupid go take 7 days. wtf? dam careless. shit happens. hope i can still at least just nice touch A can alr. :( wats the hell wrong tiffy? why like tat sia? f. Its time to buck up. not the time to slack and let gpa drop. i shall work harder for IAF, GBE and TMA. though i think also like hopeless. :x
Anyway, just want to share something.
BUT DUNNO WHY BLOGGER DUN ALLOW ME TO POST PICTURE! WTF!
so cant share liao.
go fb ba.
haha.
bye.

HEEE HAAAA!

Hello blogger, i am back. Had been on a hiatus for a few weeks. wahaha. cos of? something called projects. WOOHOOO. finally left with BD! sian ah. monday trial presentation. powerpoint and report oso not done yet. cui!
hmm. lets talk about my satisfying/hectic week. hahaha. monday and tuesday, normal lor. rush report and stuffs like that. tuesday got IAF ca2. wth. buang alr. dam difficult. i am prepared to fail and go for re-test liao. :( stayed in sch for ASCM.
wed is POLY 50 day. my team got in as the 23rd position with a total of 160 over other teams. not bad la hor. we didnt even train together as a whole team. Great Job Team Ice! Jolie and Ruth went to be helpers. so sad they not in charge of my team. :( but they got a $5 KFC voucher. hahaaa.
thursday is projects projects projects thn napfa with ruth, shermeen and joa. 5 items, shuttle run gone case while ruth was like a bird. tat day her leg sth wrong, suddenly become rocket. LOL. she oso stun sia. last was 2.4km run. 2nd round only and i felt my legs go jelly-like liao. and my best friend, stitch, oso came to find me. :( but still, i managed to finish the 6 rounds.
thn came friday, GBE presentation. the questions that foo asked was dam funny and stupid. but still ok la. aftertat lunched at mac thn went main lib to complete ASCM and edit GBE. me and jolili very stupid, go print 15 pages of plain paper. LOL! thn yathong helped us to run to SB to hand in our reports cos deadline is 5pm? it was 5.30pm when we finished printing and binding. thn me and ruth also ran like xiao cha bor back to SB. muscle cramp! like f. somemore, we are in our formal wear! look so toooooot.
back home, bath-ed and ate. went out for movie with kenneth thn walked back home. LOL! kidding. walked till tampines safra to save cab fare. wahhahaa. anw, sry for the wait. haha. dun so petty liao la. :) and thks, for the gummies ya. :p

我要快乐.

WARNING: Long post ahead.

So the forever sickening MST has since passed. hahas. haven been updating for quite some time. Quite glad that this time MST only 3 tests. As usual, i never had much confidence in anthony's module. dunno why thou. so today, got back the result for TMA, hmm. As i expected, was not that well done. and chelsea ong said that for IAF, many are in the range of 28-35/50. Guess i am one of them ba.

Anyway, today tiffy felt dam down. like one of the lowest troughs ever experienced in her life. hmm. she dunno what's wrong with being in a rs at her current age. why would they disapprove? she dunno what's wrong if she proved that she could do well in studies at the same time. so what's the point of trying so hard to do well? Tiffy ain't smart. In kindergarten, she likes to study and boost about her results (still young so always like to ya ya, LOL.) until family situation distorted her mind. hahahaa. so in pri sch, she was a rebellious kid and is very stupid. *nods* In sec sch, she wanted to prove her worth so she bucked up. From being so rebellious to a tame animal now. For? Living up to mum's ever so bloody high expectations of her in studies, social life and family, everything! And nv was there a word of praise from her. *ptfff* she dunno what's wrong with it if she knows what's right and wrong, what's her priority and stuffs like tat. She dunno if she shld call it respect, coward or strangers (with her mum) when she cant find the guts to really fight for wat she want. Is she still a kid? wth. Stupid stupid tiffy. And also, tiffy felt useless today. When on the way home, tiers was feeling so unwell and needed to vomit. she cant even accompany her cos of her dam bloody lame vomit phobia. =.= yes. she was traumatised by that one incident and it remained in her. Like fk sia tiffy. k-c-u-f! In the end, she only can wait for jolie, shermeen and tiers at the next station. sorry. :(

Put that rantings aside and take a peek into my life the past few days. Last paper was on thursday so decided to have a game of tennis but only with ruth. Since one had to MEET HER FRIENDS AT VIVO FOR GSS, the other WATCH MOVIE and the last one to MEET AUNITE JANICE! *smiles*

Than came friday, when jolie, jovia, yg and me went to k@Suntec city. decided to head to FOX b4 checking out the kbox. was hurt *ouch* when jolie said i didnt look nice in a tank top. saying i got BROAD SHOULDERS when at first she alr say NICE. lol. so sadly, forgo the top. then came jovia phonecall, keep nagging us to hurry check out the kbox. aiyo~ so we went in thn sing sing. lol. FUN! Esp the part when jolie went dam high pitch when singing "In moments like this". the story is cos i was choosing songs then no one is using another mic and jolie was singing. Then she keep forcing me to take the mic and sing with her. but me shaked my head calmly while smiling at her. (i oso dunno why will have this kind of reaction) Then she very irritated and at the same time, she was reaching the dam high part. so in the end, she did it. (thou, abit like constipitated) =.= About 7pm, went to meet wm. He said that we will be going on an adventure. It sounded dangerous to me and i didnt want to die b4 6th july 2009 even came. In the end, its just up the Ferris. *phew* lol. While up there, something dam funny happened... wm... he... *smiling to myself* think dun say here. later he angry. Following that, we met dar at city hall cos he wanted to pass me present! :) I was actually wondering why he cant give it on mon instead. and he told me tat it will not be wrapped so i jokingly said "eee. where got give ppl present then nv wrap one?" but when i saw it, i understood why. hahas. He looked like terrorist pulling trolley with a nicely wrapped bomb on it. Heng the security guard nv ask him to tear away the wrapper to see what's inside. or else... hehehe! so guess, wat did he actually gave? Happy guessing. :p

Thn came saturday. was supposed to go shopping with jolie and wm but was cancelled cos jolie at night GOING OUT WITH HER YAMAHA FRIEND TO BUY EXAM STUFFS. was also supposed to meet Mr. ham ham before he went to meet his friends. But in the end... plans ruined cos i need to go visit my 婆婆. :( Make him fly all the way to bedok for nth. Somehow i like to be with my 婆婆 cos she's the ONLY ONE that will say i am 乖. nv heard that from anyone else b4. sad huh. :( following that, went for a meal with my mum and in the night, i met cheryl to go queensway shopping centre to buy new shoes as a present for myself. lame huh. lol! wanted to pool in the night but we eventually cancelled it.

Ta-dah! Sunday! Plans was ruined the night b4, so Mr. ham ham decided to ask claudia, jeff and hz out instead. so me went to his hse to return him the trolley. had a little argument while preparing and i tot plans are ruined again, lucky it didnt. my bad. :( i aint good at comforting. being too direct, straight-forward aint good at all. wah, another useless point of me. haha. then we headed down to amk hub, getting excited over watching ice-age 3D. but our hearts dropped when the 4.50pm tickets are all sold out! zomg! so we decided on transformers instead. hahas. not knowing that the show is tat long, we are late to meet the rest at civic centre. hehehe. reached there at 8pm and had our meal, followed by another k session. FUN! Upon reaching home at 1plus am, had another surprise from wm and jolie. Was actually in the hse alr. when the phone rang, i was in the toilet, making my pimple under my mouth. hahas. so i heck it since its so late, anyone would have called my hp. thn rang again. so bo bian. must ans. but... when i "hello", no one reply. thn suddenly someone knocking the door. walau eh, i tot i 撞鬼 sia. lols. thn i peeked thru the door hole. i saw JOLIE LEE! hehehe. thn followed by WM!Then its monday. the birth of Tiffy! LOL! went to sch, tricked Esther that i will not be going for BD. hahaha. and she believed! *smiles* then went for lecture when i called dar to tell him that MS no time slot for ice-age 3D again. :( then during break, heehehehe. after eating chicken rice, the class girls sang happy birthday! *shy* and the box that was wrapped with layers of plastic bags which ruth was holding was actually for me! *claps* then after ASCM tut, i went to meet dar at city hall. settled for delivery of food at home instead. hahaha.

so the secret was out. one went to meet auntie janice and shopping with yamaha friend was fake, one went to watch movie was fake and one went to vivo with friends cos of GSS is also fake. they went out with the rest of the class to search for the present! Thks so much! :) So this wraps up what i've done so far. hmm. Thank you EVERYONE for the well wishes on sms, fb, and also personally. With special thanks to Dar, jolie, claudia, jeffrey, wm, hz, and DBA08 girls for the time, efforts and money spent.

Other pics not received yet! haha! Once again,

THANK YOU!!!

Insignificant: Tiffy.

Hello peeps! firstly, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GF! hope u did enjoy all the companion. heh.
jus some updates ba.
Tuesday i slack at home again. AH ZAI! famous alr. heee.
following that is wed when jo came to my hse to STUDY. but we really did study la. hahaha. except that few moments of chatting.
thn came jo's bday on thurs when me and wm met up jus to pass the bday girl her present! lols. very random! its like we msg thn say, "eh, go jolie hse? thn on ah, lets go." thn nvm, reached her hse, i called her. conversation as follows.

Jolie: hello?
Tiff: hey, open the door lei
Jolie: huh?
Tiff: Open the door lah!
Jolie: where are you? wat door?
Tiff: ur hse outside la. faster open!
Jovia: Just go open lah!

wahaha. flimed a vid but, me, jolie and jovia all wearing home clothes, only that blur dumb *cross fingers and pray that he dun see this* wm wear nice nice. XD so not going to post here.
the next day, we went to celebrate jo's bday with our classmates. but first we went ice skating with cindy and ben. and thks to ben ah. my butt got O-BA-KA! lols. thn me, ben and jo skating tgt. ben stupid idea to suggest we skate fast thn turn. in the end, haven even turn yet, both me and jo fall down except him. ZOMG! another dam funny thing is cindy wan to take a pic of jolie skating. thn when she about to take, jolie disappeared! WHY lei? cos she fell down! she on the ice liao. LOL! WAHAHAHA! ZOMG! HEHEHE! after skating we went to meet the rest for dinner!
thn ytd, me went to visit my granny. and she tricked me! gosh. playful lor.

Tiff: POPO!
Granny: *in canto* *stares* who are you?!
Tiff: *heart drops* U dunno who am i ah? *sad*
Granny: *stares* *smiles* *laughs* wahahahaha. u got buy food for me to eat?

Grr! she pretend she forget me. quite shocked at first. heh. after tat, the nurse ask her.

Nurse: You noe who is she? *points at my mum*
Granny: ya, she is jenny lor
Nurse: the her lei? *points at me*
Granny: ah... ah... my 心干宝贝 lor.

hehehehhe, me hear liao dam happy la. though she forgotten my name liao. but nvm, i am still her 心干宝贝!!!
after that i chiong to meet my grp mates for ASCM project. and eventually, tiffy stayed home in the late night. but she knows, he aint going to stop. msg sigh. maybe tiff jus sucks at handling stuffs like these. argh! zzz.
thn today, haha. tiffy will be AH ZAI again ba!
pics in the next post ba. haven got them yet.
off to be AH ZAI! -chuckles-
byeeeee.
define: important. anyone?

WALAU EH!

Dammit! Tiffy today very sian. SIAN TO THE MAX! think tiffy got used to the 4 days of working life at pc show. :P funnily, when working for SH, i would want the show to end faster. why? cos very tiring. reached home like 12am plus and have to meet parry and the guys at 8am cos he fetches us to work every morning. but for canon, we reach like 11am and end at 10pm (ard there if we dun dilly delly). plus, SH is dam hectic (but earn ALOT) while canon (hourly paid) is stressing cos of the billboard. but of cos, canon allows me to slack, tired thn can slack awhile. SH is more on the money-minded attitude, very agressive. each has its own pros and cons though. :) at least i made new friends. *smiles*
btw, i signed a student plan for mobile so i got a E63 with golden no. and sim card, all for only $48. hehehe. but all thks to yean that my ic and student pass is still with him. *muahahahahaha* thn i oso bought a hard disk. too bad i didnt get to buy my earpiece during pc show. AND I GOT THE URGE TO GET A MP3! zomg. plus that lactoste shoes. :(:(:(:( sian. too bad i am not some rich kid. :( but am still very satisfied currently! :)
today though i ate durians and watched CJ 7 and practically slack the whole day w/o even touching my notes, i still felt dam sian. super sian. sb sian. maybe i noe why i am sian liao. but there are some things which are only meant to be kept inside. shall not rant here! hahaha. but somehow, i dunno how i got my implicated into nonsensical stuffs like these. totally left me strangling on a rope. *frowns*
alrights. thou shall at least try to go slp now.
byebye.

YO PPL! tiffy is working for PC show 2009. but sadly, not for Starhub. :(
went to find yean on thurs night asking him for the tee. hehehe. and he agreed to help me kope one!!! *claps claps* woohoo. he said he actually wanted to ask a few of us to join his team but... hmm. afterall, we are still parry's ppl. cannot anyhow take ma. lols. but he say he wants to tok to parry bout it! heh.
anyway, today alot of friends came to look for us. then dunno how, we ended up declaring war with some other ppl at work. *ahem* cos they seriously sucks to the core. cancel ppl's name on the paper thn writing their name on it, claiming that its theirs. shit man. its so... unethical can! call themselves a uni student? wtf?! though no commission involved, but still, its not ur customer in the first place. you didnt do all the freaking talking to persuading him/her to buy. what right have you got to claim credit for it? freaking ignorant ppl. seriously pissed us off.
other thn these ppl, hahah. the rest are a fun bunch. plus tmr yuping and ruth joining us! yay!
i go slp liao. byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Sometimes, you dunno why are you doing all the things you do.
Especially when its not appreciated,
you will feel worst.
then you will start thinking,
was it all worth it.
it tend to dishearten you.
but still, you choose to linger on like this.
because you know,
you dun wan regrets.

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

Lalala. 3 weeks break is here. but will be gone in a blink. got all the 3 weeks packed alr.

On fri night, i fell sick. i tot i could not enjoy my weekends anymore. moreover, sat would be an important day. *giggles* so i slept early hoping that i would wake up fine. hmm. so at 7am, i woke up with the urge to pee so i walk to the toilet and !@#$%^&*()&^%$#. I FELL DOWN! walau eh. no energy to stand up so i got to drag myself up using the toilet bowl. thn my mum fu me back to the bed. my leg like got O-BA-KA liao. haha. thn my pants all wet. but dun care. continue slping. no energy. :) thn rest till 10am plus thn drag myself out of the bed.
My mum wants to tidy up the hse so she wants me to clean up my stuffs too. so today, in the midst of hoping to clear my cupboard, found lots of stuffs like dated back when i was 11 years old. and oso stuffs which made me laugh out loud, stuffs tat contains precious memories and stuffs that were once considered treasures.
show you ppl. heheehe.
K2 grduation. Spot me! its me! thn i bo gei. thn i went to P1. thn P4. Spot me. *back row, 3rd from the left.*Rae, se and me in sec 4. yalah, same style as P4.jolie in sec 4. so cool right? my collection of barbie and ferrari cards.Thn today while packing, i injured my elbow. >.< the 4th injury on my body alr. keep counting? choy. *touch jolie* hehehe. *coughs* *sneeze* *snort*
alrights.byebye.