我要快乐.

WARNING: Long post ahead.

So the forever sickening MST has since passed. hahas. haven been updating for quite some time. Quite glad that this time MST only 3 tests. As usual, i never had much confidence in anthony's module. dunno why thou. so today, got back the result for TMA, hmm. As i expected, was not that well done. and chelsea ong said that for IAF, many are in the range of 28-35/50. Guess i am one of them ba.

Anyway, today tiffy felt dam down. like one of the lowest troughs ever experienced in her life. hmm. she dunno what's wrong with being in a rs at her current age. why would they disapprove? she dunno what's wrong if she proved that she could do well in studies at the same time. so what's the point of trying so hard to do well? Tiffy ain't smart. In kindergarten, she likes to study and boost about her results (still young so always like to ya ya, LOL.) until family situation distorted her mind. hahahaa. so in pri sch, she was a rebellious kid and is very stupid. *nods* In sec sch, she wanted to prove her worth so she bucked up. From being so rebellious to a tame animal now. For? Living up to mum's ever so bloody high expectations of her in studies, social life and family, everything! And nv was there a word of praise from her. *ptfff* she dunno what's wrong with it if she knows what's right and wrong, what's her priority and stuffs like tat. She dunno if she shld call it respect, coward or strangers (with her mum) when she cant find the guts to really fight for wat she want. Is she still a kid? wth. Stupid stupid tiffy. And also, tiffy felt useless today. When on the way home, tiers was feeling so unwell and needed to vomit. she cant even accompany her cos of her dam bloody lame vomit phobia. =.= yes. she was traumatised by that one incident and it remained in her. Like fk sia tiffy. k-c-u-f! In the end, she only can wait for jolie, shermeen and tiers at the next station. sorry. :(

Put that rantings aside and take a peek into my life the past few days. Last paper was on thursday so decided to have a game of tennis but only with ruth. Since one had to MEET HER FRIENDS AT VIVO FOR GSS, the other WATCH MOVIE and the last one to MEET AUNITE JANICE! *smiles*

Than came friday, when jolie, jovia, yg and me went to k@Suntec city. decided to head to FOX b4 checking out the kbox. was hurt *ouch* when jolie said i didnt look nice in a tank top. saying i got BROAD SHOULDERS when at first she alr say NICE. lol. so sadly, forgo the top. then came jovia phonecall, keep nagging us to hurry check out the kbox. aiyo~ so we went in thn sing sing. lol. FUN! Esp the part when jolie went dam high pitch when singing "In moments like this". the story is cos i was choosing songs then no one is using another mic and jolie was singing. Then she keep forcing me to take the mic and sing with her. but me shaked my head calmly while smiling at her. (i oso dunno why will have this kind of reaction) Then she very irritated and at the same time, she was reaching the dam high part. so in the end, she did it. (thou, abit like constipitated) =.= About 7pm, went to meet wm. He said that we will be going on an adventure. It sounded dangerous to me and i didnt want to die b4 6th july 2009 even came. In the end, its just up the Ferris. *phew* lol. While up there, something dam funny happened... wm... he... *smiling to myself* think dun say here. later he angry. Following that, we met dar at city hall cos he wanted to pass me present! :) I was actually wondering why he cant give it on mon instead. and he told me tat it will not be wrapped so i jokingly said "eee. where got give ppl present then nv wrap one?" but when i saw it, i understood why. hahas. He looked like terrorist pulling trolley with a nicely wrapped bomb on it. Heng the security guard nv ask him to tear away the wrapper to see what's inside. or else... hehehe! so guess, wat did he actually gave? Happy guessing. :p

Thn came saturday. was supposed to go shopping with jolie and wm but was cancelled cos jolie at night GOING OUT WITH HER YAMAHA FRIEND TO BUY EXAM STUFFS. was also supposed to meet Mr. ham ham before he went to meet his friends. But in the end... plans ruined cos i need to go visit my 婆婆. :( Make him fly all the way to bedok for nth. Somehow i like to be with my 婆婆 cos she's the ONLY ONE that will say i am 乖. nv heard that from anyone else b4. sad huh. :( following that, went for a meal with my mum and in the night, i met cheryl to go queensway shopping centre to buy new shoes as a present for myself. lame huh. lol! wanted to pool in the night but we eventually cancelled it.

Ta-dah! Sunday! Plans was ruined the night b4, so Mr. ham ham decided to ask claudia, jeff and hz out instead. so me went to his hse to return him the trolley. had a little argument while preparing and i tot plans are ruined again, lucky it didnt. my bad. :( i aint good at comforting. being too direct, straight-forward aint good at all. wah, another useless point of me. haha. then we headed down to amk hub, getting excited over watching ice-age 3D. but our hearts dropped when the 4.50pm tickets are all sold out! zomg! so we decided on transformers instead. hahas. not knowing that the show is tat long, we are late to meet the rest at civic centre. hehehe. reached there at 8pm and had our meal, followed by another k session. FUN! Upon reaching home at 1plus am, had another surprise from wm and jolie. Was actually in the hse alr. when the phone rang, i was in the toilet, making my pimple under my mouth. hahas. so i heck it since its so late, anyone would have called my hp. thn rang again. so bo bian. must ans. but... when i "hello", no one reply. thn suddenly someone knocking the door. walau eh, i tot i 撞鬼 sia. lols. thn i peeked thru the door hole. i saw JOLIE LEE! hehehe. thn followed by WM!Then its monday. the birth of Tiffy! LOL! went to sch, tricked Esther that i will not be going for BD. hahaha. and she believed! *smiles* then went for lecture when i called dar to tell him that MS no time slot for ice-age 3D again. :( then during break, heehehehe. after eating chicken rice, the class girls sang happy birthday! *shy* and the box that was wrapped with layers of plastic bags which ruth was holding was actually for me! *claps* then after ASCM tut, i went to meet dar at city hall. settled for delivery of food at home instead. hahaha.

so the secret was out. one went to meet auntie janice and shopping with yamaha friend was fake, one went to watch movie was fake and one went to vivo with friends cos of GSS is also fake. they went out with the rest of the class to search for the present! Thks so much! :) So this wraps up what i've done so far. hmm. Thank you EVERYONE for the well wishes on sms, fb, and also personally. With special thanks to Dar, jolie, claudia, jeffrey, wm, hz, and DBA08 girls for the time, efforts and money spent.

Other pics not received yet! haha! Once again,

THANK YOU!!!