Even Roses Have Thorns...

i jus realised, while talking to kenneth online this afternoon, working not only brings fun, experience, friendships, it also enabled me to learn things that are jus so valuable that only thru working can enlighted me. i always pondered, why do we always use no one is perfect? its the same people, even the flower that is regarded by the majority as the best, the main for valentine's day, which are roses, have thorns. they are not perfect but people just view them as perfect cos these are impressions and perceptions that the majority created on our minds. we are all different individuals with different wants and needs. why cant we jus accept others for who they are? respect their decisions, their way of doing things? i admit, i cant stand ppl who think differently from me or even have different characteristics from me. now i start thinking back, why am i like tat? who am i to judge when people can accept me? wat a joke! i must indeed change for the better. wat a failure rite? discovering this only when i am reaching 18.

one incident came as a shock rather than something to be proud of. i shall not mention name, but i think u noe who u are. i am so sorry for causing this feeling in u. i had my promise, and other things that forced the situations to become like tat. dun be so nice to me. i will be scared. i noe how u feel dear friend. i once was like you. however, you are the one who was always there, to be with me, to cheer me up, to encourage me and pick me up when i was at my lowest. i really tot no one cared when i was at that point but u shown me otherwise. i am happy and glad to have such a friend like you dude.

hahas! seriously need to do some catching up with the blurtoots. and THEY ARE GONNA SELL ICE CREAM!!! hahas! no more slots for me to join them. JOLIE LEEEEE....... i am waiting for my free ice cream!!! JK! i will pay one lahs. dun worry! i guai kia. and they are like starting work tmr! and JOLIE LEEEE didnt help me buy my grey skinnes. they said the size dam weird. hahas! nvm. she volunteered to acc there on sat. hahas! thx buddy!

gonna stick to my starhub job with tim next week. will see first. gonna ask loewe first. hahas! hope to get my pay by middle of march. i wan another num tank top. hahas!

PS: this post is supposed to be posted on the 18th feb but somehow, cant be posted until today. hahas!