Its time for me to start working again. Feeling so slack everyday.
wake up - brush teeth - on tv - look for food - watch tv - read mag - on com - bathe - brush teeth - sleep!
sian rite? i oso feel sian. hahas! tats why i decided to WORK! plus i need more $$$. hahas! $_$
so today i went out with jolie and guess wat? NO FREE ICE CREAM ALLOWED. so law by law sia. nvm. paid for the mango sorbet though. NICE. was bout to go bugis street but it rained. SAD. rushed home before 9pm to catch the last esp of the show. ending was good. dam good.
plus. i am feeling so pissed now. guys nv fail to make girls pissed. or maybe i am the one pissing myself up. i jus felt frustrated bah. i cant even settle my own feelings now. i am confused. i dunno wat i wan. plus. i really dun feel like going into another rs again. i am sry. not ready for a new one yet. time is something i desperately need. time to get over things, settle my thoughts, be the normal me again. i am trying, yes. i am trying very hard. so hard that sometimes i give up or even fell down. me too, want to get over things that happened before but can u understand jus how difficult it can pose to be? u nv noe wats going on, nor wats going thru my mind. pls, stop tat torturing.
another thing. i dunno how many times must i say to u, pls stop accusing me. i hate ppl who accuse me ok. u did it once, twice and still counting. Dude, last time i am going to say this. stop all ur effing accusations. better get the facts right before jumping to stupid conclusions. i am sure i got my msg across to u perfectly understandable. Thank you for ur cooperation.
so u see, twice in a day i got pissed today. how to slp?
