I am back!

Firstly, i shall list down all my emotions going inside me now.

Happy- mainly cos of wat i think i am enjoying now, my companion, my partners, ppl who care for me. hahas! to think of it, not very happy though.

Sad- mainly cos i dun think i am performing well in my job, i noe tat it needed mostly luck to get the right customers and moreover, i cant deny the fact that i had been slacking throughout, i am not making use of watever u think i deem fit to. but nvm, i will buck up! of course, BRUSH UP THE ATTITUDE!

Disappointed- one reason, i am not doing as well as th newcomers at all man. the feeling jus sucks sia. having ppl who are new to overtake u. however, me and loewe came out with a reason to back up our stand. if only the marketing team employ me and loewe to be their marketing director, the sales will definately zoom up. hahas! obviously, tats part of the crap we talked bout. we even played tic tac toe on my hand. wat else we cant do?

Pressured- cos things ard me are not happening in the way i wan it. jus felt v pissed. why things turn out like tat? not saying to mention wat happened btw me and zoel, me and kenneth. haiz. maybe scandals are simply better! they are not urs but they seems to be urs. we behave like each other but we are actually not tgt. isn't tat good? i think so.

heartpain- cos thinking of the amt of $ i will be spending, haiz, dun wan say anymore. hahas!

hahas! I noe why someone got drunk alr. cos she saw andy feeding me! hahaha. nah. jus kidding!

need to be off to slp now. not now. 1 hrs later. hahas!

signing off.