就因为害怕失去所以不敢再拥有．

nah. this is not going to be an emo post. only the heading. i think this is most probably wats in my mind. i realised, a past does play a part in affecting me. hmm. but still, i guess, if its a chance, i should still treasure it. we'll see ba.
so sunday was supposed to be training for f1 with temjin. in the end, made me wake up so early thn we decided to backed out for the job. i am sry ada! the boss is dam cocky. sucks to the core. i've nv nv nv met a boss, or a person with a higher authority over me behaving in this manner and i was pissed off by him. and we soon analysed that we also have to reached home maybe bout 2am. tats far too late for that sort off pathetic pay. so forget it lor. so we went chit chat thn home.
thn today went to sch for bonding camp session. this time the cluster not bad. got new ppl and new grping. the enthu ones can lift up the not so enthu ones. this camp will be a success. haha! next went to queenstown to meet cheryl for pool. finally thrashed until so shuang. hahahas! thn while playing, i kena stomach pain. dam pain la. pain until cant walk alr. actually going to play tennis with cecilia and cheryl de. grrr. cancelled lor. so sry.
neither am i going for the friendly match with BE tmr. haiz.
off to rest.
look at temjin the toot, he says hi!byeeeee.